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๐Ÿšซ18+ONLY๐Ÿšซ โ™กTattooed Alt Model/SGH & Camgalโ™ก 22y/o Aquarius โ™’ Certified Pro Beauty & FX Make-up Artist๐Ÿ’„โœจ ๐Ÿ–ค๐Ÿ’ธPremuim Snap Babe๐Ÿ’ธ๐Ÿ–ค โš”๏ธRUDE=BLOCKEDโš”๏ธ

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Oh ya know just CAAAASUALLYY dropping in to say hi! Oh yeah, and catch ya all on the WEST COAST TOMORROW! Gonna be looking at apartments in central CA n I'm just so mothalovin' ecstatic! Can't wait to finally meet all the babes I've been talking to for, pretty much, a few years now! So much to look forward too! Time for my new chapter in life to begin! EEEEP! #sghbooty #sgh #suicidegirlshopeful #suicidegirls #sg #bootybootybooty #booty๐Ÿ‘ #wildchild #premiumbabes #praisethebooty #freshstart #anustart #ihopeyougotthat #BYEFLORIDA #californiaimcomingforyou #smellyalater ๐Ÿ‘ฝ๐Ÿ––

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These are the #angelcards that were pulled yesterday and they give me so much hope whenever I look at them, and like the last of the card of the spread, I need to remember to keep it in mind - "patience, please". Thank you @cassandramccollom for the much needed insight into my guardian angels and my process of healing and forgiveness. I've never allowed another person to read my cards but I immediately felt an uncanny connection to this woman when I saw her wearing a large chunk of charoite around her neck and nothing else. (Charoite is my favorite stone for healing the mind and body/feeling inner safety/pushing past tough the times/overcoming my fears and it has been the most important stone I've ever owned since I was only 16y/o and was had my near-death experience.) It was a very special reading for me.

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๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’˜SEND SOME POSITIVITY MY WAY TODAY PLEASE๐Ÿ’˜๐Ÿ’” Currently want to do nothing but cry. Fell asleep crying, woke up crying. Some days I really hate myself because I can't help but blame it on my BPD but having BPD is something that idk if I'll ever know how to deal with it. I read books on my condition. I see a regular psychiatrist (and will be finding one as soon as I move, because MENTAL HEALTH AND SELF CARE COMES FIRST). I work on myself as much as I can. But somehow I feel like I've lost myself. My true meaning in life. I know I'm only 22y/o but my brain produces so much anxiety and emotions that I can't even put into words. Maybe it's because I'm going to be officially on my own for the first time in my life in exactly 2 weeks all the way across the country (Central FL - LA... So literally across the country). But I also feel as though I'm not leaving anything positive behind either (besides my mom and a few others, who I know will visit me when they can) So why am I so scared? Is it because the date is coming up soon? I even got my Angel Cards read yesterday by a beautiful card reader and my spread was so amazingly positive and made me feel like 'I CAN FUCKING DO THIS AND ASCEND FROM THIS DARK PLACE IM IN.' I'm going to post my spread in a few minutes. BUT - if you actually cared enough to read through this post to this point please reach out if you'd like to meet up with me when I move. I already have plans that I've made with beautiful people that I'll be seeing on the other side, but if you live anywhere from southern California to Oregon or even Los Vegas just know I don't mind a drive or meeting halfway. I jusy need to surround myself with people that have the same interests and/or accepting of who I am. Beautiful people with GOOD INTENTIONS please reach out. Either way I love you guys ahead of time for the love and support I've received on this journey called LIFE. And also my inbox is open to people that are ever feeling overwhelmed, depressed, anxious, experiencing panic attacks, or just feel lost in life. #anxiety #bpd #actuallybpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #personalpost #inmyfeelings #nodrakechallenge #lifechallenges

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When ur true wook self comes out so much that u decide u just don't look hardcore n straight edge enough... oh wait thats contradicting isn't it? ๐Ÿ˜‚ Love thy #wook fuck the #straightedge ๐Ÿ˜‡

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Me and my momma at universal studios today! ๐Ÿ˜˜ โค๏ธ #universalstudiosorlando #grassroots #chrisdyer #likemotherlikedaughter

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I just love beer n the Simpsons ok so heres my messy sweaty wook-looking ass getting some action with Duff Man. Enjoy cause it's hot af in Orlando today so idc what you think๐Ÿ˜œ๐Ÿ–•๐Ÿ–– take me as I am or gtfo ๐Ÿ˜ด #fuckwithme #thesimpsons #duffman #duffbeer #beerisgood #universalstudiosorlando #krustyland

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Whoops this ment to be multiple pictures! Haha but OH yeah, and my makeup was also pretty on point๐Ÿ“ with them lashes double stacked n all that๐Ÿ’๐Ÿปโ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ’‹๐Ÿ’„โœจ๐Ÿ’ฏ๐Ÿ’ฏ #certified #mua #doublestackedlashes #ardelllashes #professionalmua #eastcoasttowestcoast #glamourmakeup #glamour #googlepixel2 #portrait #anastasiabeverlyhills #softglampalette #katvondbeauty #shadeandlight #contour #tattoolinertrooper #benefitcosmetics #rocketeur #fentybeauty #trophywife #hu$lababy #hightlight #morphe #morphebrushes #inkedgirls #saintorsinner

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Didn't sleep so well SO I figured I'd make some ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅLIIIT๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅcontent for my premium snap! If you're interested in joining while I'm still offering a great price for lifetime access, when I move to LA it will be alot more and I will then start have a monthly and 6 month option at that time! DM me a "๐Ÿ’ธ" emoji if interested in gaining access and I'll send you the further details! ๐Ÿ’˜ #bluntsandbabes #lildebbie #loaded #inmyownlane #twerk #flame #420community #420 #highsociety #premiumsnapchat #๐Ÿ’ธ #premiumbabes #nsfw #supportsexworkers #suicidegirls #sgh #sghopeful #sghopefuls #altmodel #sghbooty #booty๐Ÿ‘ #bodyhairdontcaredontcare #bootybootybooty #inked #inkedmodel #inkedgirls #inkedgirlsdoitbetter

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How is everyone's day going on?! I just left therapy feelin' really happy about LIFE today so have a semi-flattering selfie... Totally cheesin'. I hope everyone of my amazing followers are doing well and if you're currently going through a tough time just know *YOU ARE LOVED!* I LOVE YOU AND THINGS WILL GET BETTER AND REMEMBER TO TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF ALWAYS - SELF CARE COMES FIRST ๐Ÿ’ž #positivevibes #inspirationalmessage #cheesin #loveyourself #chooselife #selfcare #iloveyou #nobodysperfect #selflove #peacelovepositivity #sghselfie #sgh #sghopeful #suicidegirls #suicidegirlshopeful

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So I was really feeling my makeup hard today and I almost forgot to take a picture or two of it before taking it off. I'm glad I'm pushing myself passed the depression and utter frustration of my shattered fingers/loss of my finger nails on my dominant hand. Idk I'm just really proud of myself and feeling alot better about myself lately because I've really been in a slump and feeling quite useless without being able to put little to no pressure on them but although I can barely write legibly or even draw (because I really love to draw/doodle so that's been super sad for me) I feel like I'm finally getting my groove back with my makeup application again although I look so silly while doing it.. just a nice self appreciation post I thought I'd share because I'm not going to let this extremely unfortunate situation get to me anymore. And my brows are blue and don't match anything because fuck the system๐Ÿ˜‡๐Ÿ”ช #aesthetic #healing #fuckasetback #professionalmua #juviasplace #anastasiabeverlyhills #katvondbeauty #fentybeauty #highfashion #avantgarde #sgh #sghopeful #sghopefuls #suicidegirls #inkedgirls #altgirls #selflove #selfappreciation #nightowl #latergram

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Just a lil mirorr pic from the other night out ๐Ÿ’œ๐ŸŒƒ๐Ÿ’œ #sgh #suicidegirls #suicidegirlshopeful

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So I haven't done a #wcw in a looooong time but this babe keeps getting deleted by the Instagram police..... And she's such a sweet soul. I can't wait to meet this babygirl in August after connecting over Instagram and Snap for at least a damn year ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜ @cantkillawolfie @cantkillawolfie @cantkillawolfie SHOW THIS BADASS BABE SOME LOVE AND GIVE HER A FOLLOW๐Ÿ’˜ #womenempowerment #womensupportingwomen #kinkygirls #alternativebabes #womancrushwednesday #wolfie #supportsexworkers #switchbitch #sexworkisrealwork #sexworkersrights #babesofinstagram #fuckstigma #bodyhairdontcare #fuckyourstandards #allnatural

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Fell in love with my new amethyst brass knuckles pin made by ๐Ÿค–๐Ÿ’ซ @one_holy_robot ๐Ÿ’ซ๐Ÿค–โ™’๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ’œโ™’๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ’œโ™’๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ’œโ™’๐Ÿ˜ #oneholyrobot #pins #custom #pinboard #custompinboards #hatpins #festivalpins #pinlove #pinnation

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ALSO! I STILL HAVE A MONTH OVER HERE IN FL! Anyone wanna shoot? This goes for NSFW photographers in my area or any of my FL babes that wanna shoot a multi together?? Im moving to West Hollywood at the end of August and I'd love to shoot soon!!โ™ฅ๏ธโ™ฅ๏ธโ™ฅ๏ธ I MUST GET BACK OF MY HUSTLE!! #suicidegirls #sghbooty #sghopeful #sghopefuls #inkedgirls #inkedgirlsdoitbetter #alternative #altmodel #inkedmodel #inked #floridagirl #letsshoot #eastcoastmodel #eastcoasttowestcoast ๐Ÿ“ธ lovesquish

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Missing this tunnel. And modeling in general so much ..... *Takes deep breath and thinks about all the opportunities I'm going to have for shoots when I'm moved* *calms down*๐Ÿ˜… #suicidegirls #sghbooty #sghopeful #sghopefuls #inkedgirls #inkedgirlsdoitbetter #alternative #altmodel #inkedmodel #inked #floridagirl #letsshoot #eastcoastmodel #eastcoasttowestcoast ๐Ÿ“ธ lovesquish

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Here's the rest of the smaller tattoos I got yesterday by ANONYMOUS. Shout out to all my Aquarius' and my Gemini fraaaaans out there - since the Gems are the Aquarius' most compatible and tend to make the best of friends..... Although I've only met 1 Gemini IN PERSON out of the hadfulls that I jusy couldn't get along with.... BUT the odds are in my favor muwahaha and have been ever since. So I love you my Gemini bothers n sisters๐Ÿ’˜๐Ÿ’˜๐Ÿ’˜๐Ÿ’˜ oh yeah and got 'Saint' and Sinner' on the outsides if my hands as well ๐Ÿ˜ˆ๐Ÿ’€โ™ฅ๏ธ

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