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Benjamen Hatter

🇨🇦 I just Mostly Post Music and Sometimes My Stupid Face. 🤮 I occasionally write but I’m pretty terrible at it.

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I’m made a pledge to myself to stop being this negative version of myself. To find the light in the darkness and help myself thrive and grow instead of wither away. I’m still going to need therapy and it’ll be quite some time before I might truly feel better. But I’m not going to go back to the way I was. Never again. #darkpassenger #findanotherride #nooneridesforfree #openthecurtains #nomorenegativity #pushforward #alwaysmoveforward #makechange #bechange #takecharge #ownyourshit #bepositive #behappy #takeresponsibilityforyourlife #alternative #bodypositivity #alternativebeauty #currentmood #suicidegirls #suicidegirlshopeful #cosplay #altmodel #twitch #canada #europe #australia #vancouver

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When you decide not to be a victim and take ownership of your own shit it can be life changing. If you don’t want to live in a dark place: Open the curtains! “When you're over thinking every night and you just want it to stop Endlessly falling forever, and I don't want to be cut I know I said it was for the best and while I'm filled with regret I've been losing pieces of myself, I don't know how much is left I don't want to ever clean up this room, 'cause I'd be the only mess left” #ivanb #startover #lyrics #itunes #nowplaying #nowlistening #whatimlisteningto #musicislife #tuesdaytunes #ifyoudontwanttoliveinadarkplace #openthecurtains #hiphop #rap #alternativemodel #alternative #bodypositivity #alternativebeauty #lgbt #suicidegirls #suicidegirlshopeful #cosplay #cosplayer #cosplaygirl #altmodel #twitch #canada #europe #australia #vancouver #london

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“I just really like getting to know people I’m interested in. We spend too much time being so guarded: that when we do finally open up it can scare people away. Being honest in this day and age is almost foreign.” #dontwanttoliveinthedark #openthecurtains #bepositive #bethechangeyouseek #moveforward #bethelight #humanconnection #soulconnection #instaquotes #quoteoftheday #quotesaboutlife #qotd #alternative #bodypositivity #alternativebeauty #currentmood #suicidegirls #suicidegirlshopeful #cosplay #altmodel #twitch #canada #europe #australia #vancouver #london #newyork

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“I was just a boy striking matches upon your heart I couldn't get no sparks Ask me to go faster, put my foot down to the floor Standing at the edge, I feel like I've been here before” #vancejoy #callifyouneedme #lyrics #itunes #nowplaying #nowlistening #whatimlisteningto #musicislife #instamusic #sundaymusic #alternativemusic #alternativemodel #alternative #bodypositivity #alternativebeauty #lgbt #suicidegirls #suicidegirlshopeful #cosplay #cosplayer #cosplaygirl #altmodel #twitch #canada #europe #australia #vancouver #london

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I plan to call the mental health clinics out here and book some therapy sessions. I’m done struggling with wanting to talk and having no one to do so with. I’ve tried reaching out but it’s been tough. I need someone on a professional level help guide me through this and point me in the right direction. It’s going to be a work in progress but I have to take the first step and just make the call. I’ll be honest I’m extremely scared but you always should be when you’re diving into uncharted waters. I love you all! I’ll see you all on the other side. 🖤 #fuckdepression #fuckanxiety #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #firststeps #makethecall #bellletstalk #depression #anxiety #gettinghelp #alternative #bodypositivity #alternativebeauty #currentmood #suicidegirls #suicidegirlshopeful #cosplay #cosplayer #cosplaying #altmodel #twitch #canada #europe #australia #vancouver #london #newyork

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Something about early morning that resonates deep inside me. The cool crisp air and how the sun almost has its own mood change. It’s like seeing every beautiful painting all at once. #beautifulmorning #beautifulday #sunrise #crispair #earlyspring #scenery #sunshine #personalmomenta #earlystart #alternative #bodypositivity #alternativebeauty #lgbt #monday #mondaymood #currentmood #suicidegirls #suicidegirlshopeful #cosplay #cosplayer #cosplaying #altmodel #twitch #canada #europe #australia #vancouver #london #newyork

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👁🍋🔪🤼‍♂️ ”Hero to zero I pick up the bill The brake lights cast a red light And the road twists round the hill Lipstick on the backseat Saliva on the dash I've clawed my way out of here before But I keep on coming back” #lemontoaknifefight #thewombats #lyrics #itunes #nowplaying #nowlistening #whatimlisteningto #musicislife #instamusic #humpday #rock #alternativemodel #alternative #bodypositivity #alternativebeauty #lgbt #suicidegirls #suicidegirlshopeful #cosplay #cosplayer #cosplaygirl #altmodel #twitch #canada #europe #australia #vancouver #london

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