Aradara accidentally came home with me 🙊 (she’s been express posted back now)
Plait twins 👯♀️
I’m halfway through the F45 challenge and my body is changing every day. At the time this photo was taken I was in the middle of the after effects of going through Spiral. Body issues I thought I had put to bed, were actually just pushed under the bed waiting for me to face them, understand and make peace with them. It was honestly the worst I have ever felt about myself in my whole life, but I knew that this was a necessary pain I had to feel to the fullest extent in order to move forward and step into a new me. Healing isn’t all sunshine and rainbows - it often involves facing your biggest fears, embracing your shadows. There’s so much beauty in there - don’t be afraid of the dark. 🌚
My garden produced these beauties 🌹
2 x cuteness 🐱👧🏼
So many deep layers of shame, disgust and criticism are being shed right now for me in regards to my body. It’s a huge roller coaster and I certainly haven’t always felt as happy as I look in this photo. I love learning so much about myself and becoming more me - the me I was before all of the bullshit beliefs and conditioning shaped who I thought I was.
It’s not for the faint hearted, but I promise you it’s so rewarding and you are so worth it. I love being able to work on myself now that I have the tools to do so.
Watch out world, cause I’m only just beginning - every day life gets even more magical 🌀 📷 @beashotthis