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Trying to love my curvier body I didn’t intend to have, for now, but not for long πŸ‘β˜οΈ β€’ β€’ β€’ | @_weizhangphoto | #boudoir #boudoirphotography #silk #longhairdontcare #girlswithtattoos #girlswithbodymods #girlswithpiercings

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I always loved autumn the most, but there’s a lot to say about winter; about the death, about existing in harsh conditions, about existing just to grow again. There’s so much to learn from winter. Maybe as humans it’s a little less about depression & loss, & more about what is left in only your bare bones. Just like spring, I can learn to grow in the places people thought I couldn’t. I am temporary, but I am home. The only difference between a graveyard & a garden is what you decide to bury πŸ‚ | @wetiko.detroit | β€’ β€’ β€’ #naturephotography #nudephotography #pursuitofportraits #pursuitofhappiness

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sweet & sleepy. | @wetiko.detroit |

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Creating art was never about being pretty or about my ego; what crosses my mind often is damaged. I loved this photo the first time I saw it. The second time I wished my face was more symmetrical & that I had not chosen to take off my eye makeup. The third time I hated my body, the way it is shaped & the things that have happened to it in this month alone. The art is in the growth. I drove to Vantage because road trips are healing & I wanted an escape, adventure. I said I couldn’t create without eye makeup, but I tried anyway. I can’t really explain the confusion of identity, but I felt it. I have been fighting myself to not shame my own body, to admire its resilience. I remembered the peace of driving away from my life for a night, the sound of my own laugh in being happy while taking these photos - the little things. The small wins. The details. This is why I create art. & I am thankful for artists like Kyle & experiences like this one. β€’ β€’ β€’ | @wetiko.detroit | #naturephotography #girlswithbodymods #girlswithpiercings #girlswithtattoos #nudephotography #nudeart #underworldly #moodygrams

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I woke up today & the world felt brighter. I feel fall outside, I feel excitement for morning coffee, I want to buy all the Halloween clearance, I want to study statistics, I get new hair next week, & swipe to see my next tattoo I’m going to plan! Thank you to every person who reached out, who cared from afar, to everyone who stayed around while I couldn’t be here. Feel free to dm me if you want to know details - I’m not ashamed or keeping secrets, I just am also not the person to share it publicly without reason. Today I woke up & I feel like me & it’s such a good day to be undead πŸ‘½ β€’ β€’ β€’ | @mefimages | #girlswithbodymods #girlswithpiercings #girlswithtattoos #bodysuit #moodygrams #thighhighs #redlips

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got options but I pick myself β€’ β€’ β€’ πŸ“· | @joelaphoto #girlswithbodymods #girlswithpiercings #girlswithtattoos #fishnets #fishnetfetish #longhairdontcare

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People start to remind me of pennies- two-faced & not worth much β€’ β€’ β€’ πŸ“·: @adamhartel #girlswhogivenofucks #girlswithtattoos #girlswithbodymods #girlswithpiercings #thighhighs #pleatedskirt #longhairdontcare #devilgirl

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You couldn’t know the torture it took to become this still. β€’ β€’ β€’ πŸ“·: @xplr_est82 #naturephotography #autumnleaves #tattoolove #moodygrams #moodyports #pursuitofportraits

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Lost. Like I’m in a forest & I can’t find my way out. Lost. Only more depth. More cold. More dark. More forest. My own demons chase me & I can’t keep up. The trees are insidious & the soil, defiled. But, what if I stopped trying to find a way out? Took my shoes off, buried my toes in this soil? What if I stayed... what if I owned this forest? Could I be that powerful? Could I grow roots? β€’ β€’ β€’ Tell my demons I’m home. β€’ β€’ β€’ πŸ“·: @xplr_est82 #unedited #unapologetic

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My solitude is a lover that I will always return to. & if he stays, he will learn that I am the anchor that will unmercifully drown him in the sea. β€’ β€’ β€’ Stepping away from social media. Maybe for a little, maybe for a while. I need space from so many things that feel suffocating. I’ll still read my messages, I’ll still be on Patreon. β€’ β€’ β€’ πŸ“· || @joelaphoto #suicidegirls #suicidehopeful

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god is love, but satan does that thing you like with his tongue β›“ β€’ β€’ β€’ I have so many photos to get onto here, sorry for the double posts ☠️ β€’ β€’ β€’ πŸ“· || @joelaphoto #suicidegirls #suicidehopeful #devilskitten #satanismydaddy #bondagegirls #girlswithbodymods #dollswithdye #dollswithink #bdsmcommunity

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He has always surprised you into surprising yourself because he’s an angel hiding his halo behind his back & nothing has ever felt so filthy as plucking the wings from his shoulders undressing his softness one feather at a time πŸ₯€ β€’ β€’ β€’ πŸ“· || @oftheroses #profane #darkart #poetry #pursuitofportraits

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