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Intento de artista. Ropa con olor a pintura y grafito. 16 años (no veranos). "Say i can't and i will do it". Dofthes Hidelss en wattpad. 🌻♓ _ ☿🌻 #ar

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Moody days.

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Nostalgia.

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First time i use text on a drawing, lol. . . . . . . . . . . I've been struggling a lot lately, with everything. It's not like it's important to anyone or something, but i feel like i should let this here. In times like this, it's horribly frequent to feel this loneliness that makes me feel like i'm the only one suffering, that no one will understand, and that if speak to anybody, i'll annoy them with my problems. So i shut myself to the world. Listen, you're not alone, it's okay to feel like it, sadness can be overwhelming, but you just have to talk, your friends will feel trusted, and you'll get better just by speaking to them. Anyways, there's another thing: I know i don't publish that many drawings (at all) lately, but some things happened. And i won't justify myself, but i hope that i can make someone feel understood if i speak, i hope that at least one person stops feeling alone reading this. I'm here for you if you need me. Ok, it's been a while now, but most of the days lately, i didn't even had the energy to get out of my bed. Everything would demand a huge effort and feel exhausting, everything seems hopeless and you feel like nothing would change if you just dissapear. And i know i'm not the only one like this, i don't know about the rest of the planet, but i do know that this is not being a good season for many of us. This feeling, wanting to just go away and dissapear (often forever) is so frequent today that it's even sadder. When you're like this, everything demands effort, and all of those things you enjoyed before, now seem tiring and uninportant, why even bother?... I can't draw in these days, i could manage to reach my supplies, but nothing comes out of my mind, nothing comes out of my hand, i just can't do anything, i just can't, and the feelings just rotten inside of me, like abandoned plants. Everything that could've been a passion before, now is completly whorthless. Anything that made you happy before, now is just something else, nothing important, nothing destacable. So you lie in bed all day, even when you find it difficult to sleep. And then when you're suposed to be awake it's when you feel like you're falling asleep. +

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Next to be colored in digital

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Everything will be calm as underwater until the second the destruction comes. #inktober #inktoberday2 #inktobertranquil #inktober2018 #inktober18 #inktober2 #girl #night #plushie #water #underwater #planes #world

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The golden poison and the royal death danced together under the stars. And after the princess kissed the frog, the wonder was about wich one was going die (first). . . #inktober #inktober2018 #inktober18 #inktober1 #inktoberpoisonous #poison #poisonous #frog #princess #goldenpoisonfrog #goldenpoison #cortinar #cortinarmushroom #flyagaric #flyagaricmushroom #mushrooms

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Naptime

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Sara's first concept, you don't know her but she's probably the character who's gonna get me dead by animating 24/7 for the next months. #concept #digital #c #brown #brownhair #desert #explorer #strongwoman (?) #traveler #story #animation #dark #darkskin #tan #middleeast #mediooriente

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I have learned a bit about skin. #wip

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Cause we're all made of stardust

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Podría publicar un dibujo mejor, pero bueno. . . . . . . . . . . . . #drawing #painting #paint #fluo #pink #yellow #gold #golden #orange #black #stars #galaxy #tired #tiredness #alone #whitehair #yelloweyes #blush #space

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My hair is shorter. My bones are easier to notice. And i'm scared, because i'm not scared. It's seems so easy and fine, even when i know for sure that this is not right. "Everything will be fine, it won't hurt, it's easy, it's SAFE". I know it's bad and even then the toxicity on my brain makes me shut. "It will be fine, sweetie". I'm afraid of falling again. I'm afraid of the relapse. But my bones are easier to see, easier to count. And i know it's not right, and i don't want to go back. But it's just that it seems so easy... I would be horrible but happy, again. I'm worried, i'm ashamed.

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