Don't forget to follow -> @drpckopat alivefestival. Yesterday God used wearemessengersmusic to bring the truth, a message that completely wrecked me, I fully surrendered to God in a way I haven’t in years. The hurt I’ve held in, the depression, shame, guilt, my past that is constantly in the back of my head. God came and moved in a way I’ve never felt Him move in my life. It was an emotional time for me, it felt so good to have the Fathers arms around me as I sobbed and “let go”. I was humbled and left speechless. I am emotional and depression is real. It’s a condition, not a “heart change”. It’s something I’m working through and I have hope that I will overcome. I am more than a conqueror. I am so thankful for God’s grace. I am thankful for the people He is using in my life. I am thankful that He loves someone as broken as me. My past doesn’t look the best, my life the past few years was not what I wanted to endure, but with God, I made it. And last night I experienced breakthrough, and I said “yes” to God using me and my flaws, my weaknesses and strengths for His glory. Jesus I love you. Ready for day 2. “I am who You say I am”✨ #reallife #raw #thisisme #imnotperfect #imreal #imachildofgod #depression #anxiety #upliftandinspire #optimisitc #onedayatatime #fitness #blonde #tattoos #alivefestival #humbled #speechless #ekopositivity #recklessloveofgod #thankful #grateful #blessed #mentalhealth #womenempoweringwomen #youregonnabeokay
I pray that anyone else that struggles with this, know you’re not alone. You are not crazy, you are enough and God loves you. God created you for a purpose. We all struggle with something. Mental illness is often frowned upon. There’s no reason to be ashamed of any condition you may have. Just get better, live your best life and cling to Jesus. Took me over 10 years to be open with this. I’ve been ashamed. But if I can help one person, it’s worth sharing my story, my journey and glorifying God.