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😻 Konekoya Suicide 🌸

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Can't wait for the shootings in Berlin this weekend! So tell me, what would you like to see this time? btw I've gained weight and I'm at 50kg now 😊 . . . . . . #suicidegirls #sgh #tattoomodel #alternative #model #pinkhair #dyedhair #skinny #thin #weightgain #fitness #fitnessmotivation #fitgirl #belly #photoshooting #underwear #piercings #inkedgirls #suicidegirl @suicidegirls

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time to relax πŸ’Ž I hope you are doing well. What are your plans for this weekend? I'll have a shooting tomorrow. - And btw, I'm more than surprised and happy because I got an 1,0 on my Streetwork exam πŸ™ˆ (In Germany 1 is the best grade, 6 the worst). Maybe things are getting better! . . . . . . 'Take a Swim with me' - @suicidegirls #suicidegirls #bikini #pool #bikinishoot #pinkhair #piercings #belly #inkedgirls #pigtails #alternative #model #altgirl #tattoomodel #fit #fitgirl #skinny #beach #potd #picoftheday #throwbackthursday #thursday #photoshooting

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WELCOME TO THE RICE FIELDS, MOTHERFUCKERS! wow, almost 2000 new followers in one day. thank you!! ❀ . . . . . . #suicidegirls #sgh #pinkhair #tattoomodel #alternative #model #altgirl #picoftheday #photoset #photoshooting #piercings #inkedgirls #happy #makeup #eyeliner #cateye #potd #suicidegirl @suicidegirls

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hi, sorry for being inactive, I'll have my exam next week and I'm a bit freaked out πŸ™ˆ But I wanted to tell you that my set 'Primal Instincts' will be posted on SuicideGirls.com in about 4 hours! πŸ’• ➑ What do you work as? Or what do you study? β¬… . . . . . . #suicidegirls #sgh #tattoomodel #alternative #model #altgirl #potd #tuesday #university #studying #picoftheday #lingeriemodel #instadaily #selfie #girl #germangirl #makeup #hairstyle #pinkhair #greeneyes #skinny #photoshooting #shootings @suicidegirls

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Which countries will you visit in 2018? πŸ’• I'll travel to Egypt soon and I'm still deciding on another country for summer vacation πŸ€” . . . . . #suicidegirls #mondaymood #inkedgirls #alternative #model #altgirl #student #curlyhair #pinkhair #septum #snakebites #moody #hairstyle #travelling #tattoomodel #germangirl #selfie #chill #eyeliner

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I'm too small for the dress but I want to fit in it by March for vacation 😭 A little story about my day: A few months ago I was accused of a crime, which I accidentally committed. So... I finally had to come to the police office this morning and they questioned me. Obviously, I was 'officially guilty', even though they believed me the 'accidental' part, they were actually really sweet, just doing their job. After that, they literally took mugshots  and fingerprints of me, they took pictures of EVERY PIERCING and EVERY TATTOO and they wrote down exactly how I look like. Okay. I guess I'm a criminal? _______________________________________________ photographer: @jospics_de #suicidegirls #alternative #model #tattoomodel #pinkhair #dyedhair #altgirl #piercings #tattoos #inkedgirls #holidayfeeling #bikini #fitness #photoshooting #photography #modeling #fashion #heels #floral #botox #skinny #thin #tall #makeup #hairstyle @suicidegirls

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I'll fly to Berlin at the end of February for photoshoots at a SG Shootfest! Tell me what you want to see in terms of clothing for example? ❀ Also, I'm working on my body until then, trying to gain my weight back and get toned af! ___________________ #suicidegirls #tattoomodel #alternative #model #altgirl #inkedgirls #tattoos #piercings #pinkhair #dyedhair #fitness #workout #gym #weights #lifting #squats #whey #fitgirl #skinny #weightgain #picoftheday #suicidegirl #photoshooting #modelling #germangirl @suicidegirls

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17.01.17 πŸ’” Exactly one year ago I was admitted to the psychiatric ward. It was the day when my life almost ended. I had so much luck and I'm thankful that I got a second chance. Without the hospital in Gießen I wouldn't be here anymore, especially one doctor changed my mind back then, who told be that I can choose between life and death a few days before. It was the worst, but also the best day of my life. In the old picture you can see how drained I was from drug abuse/withdrawals. Today I'm in a much better place - I'm managing to go to uni and do well, I go to the gym a lot, I'm spending lots of time with my parents and my boyfriend. I have social contacts, made lots of new friends. And I'll open up my own beauty salon next week (thanks to my parents who support me), that is a dream that finally comes true ❀ A year ago all of that was impossible. I hated having to talk to doctors and psychologists and didn't take it seriously. Now I finally know that I'm ill and that I need help. Going to behaviour therapy and narcotics anonymous every week and planning a stay in a special clinic for BPD (which doesn't only practise DBT) and another stay in a trauma clinic. This year I'll fight and I'll FINALLY recover!!! fuck you bpd, fuck you ptsd, fuck you eating disorder, I hate you and I won't let you haunt me anymore

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I'm thinking about changing my name slighty on the SG site. Of course still something with Kitty, but maybe shorter? Any ideas are appreciated and the best idea gets a price! :3 two SG sets are going to be online in about 3 weeks AND I have two new shootings planned for February. Telling you more about that in a few days! ❀ @suicidegirls

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One day, I’m gonna forget your name. And one sweet day, you’re gonna drown in my lost pain. πŸ–€ _____________________ photography and edit by @jospics_de

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Tried something new with my eyeshadows πŸ™ˆ And I'm sooooo obsessed with plastic surgery again... My parents love my botox lips and I'm getting my teeth done soon, maybe they'll like the idea of me getting a nose job some day :/ And I want new boobs too :( so unhappy!!!

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πŸ’• don't slut shame and sexualize women for showing skin πŸ’• - not here to attract men, not here to be an 'object'. We are humans and we are ALL the same - that's why we are beautiful just as we are :) This bubble bath was so amazing, I look like a sea monster! :D - What do you think about objectivication of men or women? :) @suicidegirls

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yay, my thighs and my ass are coming back πŸ˜‚πŸ˜Š going to the gym is keeping me sane at the moment! (sorry for the quality, light was bad) and yes, I NEVER show my scars in public, so I have to sweat with long sleeves πŸ˜‚ @suicidegirls

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πŸ’• happy new year πŸ’• what are your resolutions and goals? πŸ’ͺ Sorry for being inactive, but I needed to sort a few things out! 2018 is a new start, putting so much hope in that. Last year was the worst year in my life, but I've managed to go through drug withdrawal, started studying something I enjoy and found love. 2018 I want to stay drug free, stay away from hospitals and stop cutting (I hope so lol) photographer: Matthias KrΓΌger Fotografie @suicidegirls

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started going to the gym again 😊 let's get healthy!

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