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ALSO MY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY OF THIS ACCOUNT WAS A COUPLE WEEKS AGO AND I MISSED IT AHHH

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i haven’t left my house to go anywhere other than my sisters and my friends house in about a month maybe two months and my anxiety has gotten 10x worse. i have anxiety and panic attacks almost every day now and all i want to do is curl up in a ball and watch netflix but i can’t cause i have college work to do yay me

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hello everyone. i’ve been away for awhile and i’m sorry. i started college classes and jesus christ its hard and v stressful. i’ve been goin through it lol. also (a v long side note) when i tell people (or at least this one person specifically) that i miss them, i feel like they don’t even care and they just reply to me cause they want me to leave them alone and i feel so annoying. like if i send literally anything to them then they just read it and don’t respond anymore. like wE USED TO BE SO CLOSE HOW CAN YOU JUST IGNORE ME LIKE THAT AND LIKE WHEN I POST THIS KIND OF SHIT TALKING ABOUT MY FEELINGS THEY ALWAYS TEXT ME OR CALL ME AND THEY ALWAYS TELL ME THEY WILL TALK TO ME THE NEXT DAY BUT THEY NEVER DO AND I ALWAYS GET SO FUCKIN SAD ABOUT IT BC I FEEL LIKE THEY DONT CARE ABOUT ME ANYMORE AND I FEEL STUPID FOR WASTING MY TIME AND I JUST FEEL INSIGNIFICANT AND WORTHLESS. and that’s the tea hunny (edit: also they always say how they miss everyone else except for me and i feel like they think i’m annoying and they hate me now so that’s fun)

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bro imma go on a sad rant cause i’m sad. if you don’t wanna read it, then don’t idc. so my cousin and i used to be SUPER close. like sisters. she lives like 11 hours away from me but i used to go up to her house every summer but last summer i didn’t because they never invited me up and i didn’t want to push it. we still talked then like on facetime and shit and we were completely fine. still best friends. still great. at some point we stopped talking and it seemed like she changed. like her personality did a 180 and i feel like i don’t know her anymore. idk it’s not a bad thing like she’s healthier and shit but she has this like ‘idgaf’ attitude now and i don’t? and we used to be so alike but now we’re just doin our own shit and idk it just makes me sad. i feel like we’re not even friends anymore and i feel like i’m the only one that makes an effort to communicate. i just wanna at least be her friend again and facetime like we used to but she’s always out with friends. idk this is really sad, i know, but i just wanted to get it off my chest • • • • • • • • • • #aesthetic #aesthetics #aesthetictumblr #meme #memes #memesdaily #tumblr #tumblraesthetic #tumblrtextposts #textpost #textposts #aestheticaccount #aesthetictheme #aestheticallypleasing #aestheticshots #aestheticmemes #aestheticmeme #aestheticmemeaccount #grunge #grungefashion #aestheticfashion #bluetheme #ocean #oceantheme

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i’m saving up for a macbook (not sure which model) and my brother and my mom are trying to convince me to get a different kind of laptop/computer and idk i’m just set on apple and i prefer it and if it’s my own money idk why they won’t just let me spend it how i want to • • • • • • • • • • #aesthetic #aesthetics #aesthetictumblr #meme #memes #memesdaily #tumblr #tumblraesthetic #tumblrtextposts #textpost #textposts #aestheticaccount #aesthetictheme #aestheticallypleasing #aestheticshots #aestheticmemes #aestheticmeme #aestheticmemeaccount #grunge #grungefashion #aestheticfashion #bluetheme #ocean #oceantheme

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hello everyone i started to write a song and here are the first two lines to it. i know it’s not much but i’m just excited to start making music and recording stuff. also i bought a mic and it’ll be here in a few days ahhh i’m hype • • • • • • • • • • #aesthetic #aesthetics #aesthetictumblr #meme #memes #memesdaily #tumblr #tumblraesthetic #tumblrtextposts #textpost #textposts #aestheticaccount #aesthetictheme #aestheticallypleasing #aestheticshots #aestheticmemes #aestheticmeme #aestheticmemeaccount #grunge #grungefashion #aestheticfashion #bluetheme #ocean #oceantheme #original #song #originalsong

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do you guys like shane and all them? i love them tbh but i know some people don’t like them ( i don’t like ryland tho i think he’s annoying ) • • • • • • • • • • #aesthetic #aesthetics #aesthetictumblr #meme #memes #memesdaily #tumblr #tumblraesthetic #tumblrtextposts #textpost #textposts #aestheticaccount #aesthetictheme #aestheticallypleasing #aestheticshots #aestheticmemes #aestheticmeme #aestheticmemeaccount #grunge #grungefashion #aestheticfashion #bluetheme #ocean #oceantheme

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i really want to move in with my cousin and work as a house keeper up there and just do college up there cause i’m doing online and i can do it where ever tf i want but she won’t really talk to me and i feel like my aunt, uncle, and both of my cousins just hate me and don’t want me up there but idk man maybe i’m wrong • • • • • • • • • • #aesthetic #aesthetics #aesthetictumblr #meme #memes #memesdaily #tumblr #tumblraesthetic #tumblrtextposts #textpost #textposts #aestheticaccount #aesthetictheme #aestheticallypleasing #aestheticshots #aestheticmemes #aestheticmeme #aestheticmemeaccount #grunge #grungefashion #aestheticfashion #bluetheme #ocean #oceantheme #art #realisticart

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honestly i’ve been so extremely stressed and depressed recently idk what to do. (this is gunna b a lil ranty but idc) college starts in like a month and i need to get a new laptop for it cause i’m doing it online and i don’t have enough money for it rn and idk how i’m gunna get the money in time. my cousin that used to be my bestest friend ever won’t even talk to me. i feel like no one likes me anymore. i just feel fat and ugly and just worthless and ughhh i’m just so stressed • • • • • • • • • • #aesthetic #aesthetics #aesthetictumblr #meme #memes #memesdaily #tumblr #tumblraesthetic #tumblrtextposts #textpost #textposts #aestheticaccount #aesthetictheme #aestheticallypleasing #aestheticshots #aestheticmemes #aestheticmeme #aestheticmemeaccount #grunge #grungefashion #aestheticfashion #bluetheme #ocean #oceantheme

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i love colleen sm omg i didn’t watch her for the longest time but ever since she announced that she’s pregnant i’ve been binge watching her videos • • • • • • • • • • #aesthetic #aesthetics #aesthetictumblr #meme #memes #memesdaily #tumblr #tumblraesthetic #tumblrtextposts #textpost #textposts #aestheticaccount #aesthetictheme #aestheticallypleasing #aestheticshots #aestheticmemes #aestheticmeme #aestheticmemeaccount #grunge #grungefashion #aestheticfashion #yellow #yellowaesthetic #yellowtheme

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i’ve been playing the sims 4 all day every day for the past like month? and i’ve been thinking to myself like you need to get a job hunny • • • • • • • • • • #aesthetic #aesthetics #aesthetictumblr #meme #memes #memesdaily #tumblr #tumblraesthetic #tumblrtextposts #textpost #textposts #aestheticaccount #aesthetictheme #aestheticallypleasing #aestheticshots #aestheticmemes #aestheticmeme #aestheticmemeaccount #grunge #grungefashion #aestheticfashion #yellow #yellowaesthetic #yellowtheme

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