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{account made on Sept. 13} {theme: finding} i have textposts, memes, and aesthetic themes

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i’ve been crying for about 2 hours about my future and how i’m not smart and not talented and how my social anxiety keeps me from doing pretty much anything and how no one loves me and how after i finish high school i’ll have no one to lean on because everyone is going to move or move on and completely forget about me and how i’m probably never going to have a boyfriend because of how ugly and fat and just gross i am like come on no one has ever liked me in my entire life. and i’m just trying to think of how this is all worth it and it’s hard to find a reason to keep going. and i know that sounds extremely depressing and it is but i just really want to get this out and explain how i feel. • • • • • • • • • • #aesthetic #aesthetics #aesthetictumblr #meme #memes #memesdaily #tumblr #tumblraesthetic #tumblrtextposts #textpost #textposts #aestheticaccount #aesthetictheme #aestheticallypleasing #aestheticshots #aestheticmemes #aestheticmeme #aestheticmemeaccount #grunge #grungefashion #aestheticfashion #white #whitetheme #doodle #doodles #sunglasses

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i need to start working out and eating healthier cause my mental state is horrible rn and i want to die but i want to be happy and finally get a job • • • • • • • • • • #aesthetic #aesthetics #aesthetictumblr #meme #memes #memesdaily #tumblr #tumblraesthetic #tumblrtextposts #textpost #textposts #aestheticaccount #aesthetictheme #aestheticallypleasing #aestheticshots #aestheticmemes #aestheticmeme #aestheticmemeaccount #grunge #grungefashion #aestheticfashion #white #whitetheme #whitetee #daddy

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this account is literally my diary so imma vent real quick. so there’s this guy that i’ve liked for awhile and i give him rides and shit and we hang out during weekends and sometimes during the week but other than that, we don’t really talk in person. like we have streaks on snapchat and we play pool and shit on imessage but that’s it and it makes me sad a bit like we don’t even talk during school like what is that? one day i picked him up and we got pizza and sat in my car and just ate pizza and watched a guy doing stand up and it was really nice and he kept looking at me and smiling but he talks about how he still loves his ex and it’s just really confusing and i’m so confused and i really just want to crawl in a hole and cry 24/7 but that’s just me being over dramatic as always. if you made it this far i wanted to say thank you for actually listening to my problems and caring enough to get this far. have a good night 💕 • • • • • • • • • • #aesthetic #aesthetics #aesthetictumblr #meme #memes #memesdaily #tumblr #tumblraesthetic #tumblrtextposts #textpost #textposts #aestheticaccount #aesthetictheme #aestheticallypleasing #aestheticshots #aestheticmemes #aestheticmeme #aestheticmemeaccount #grunge #grungefashion #aestheticfashion #brown #brownaesthetic #brownfeed #book #books #bookshelf

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sorry i haven’t been posting for the past like 3 weeks i’ve been extremely depressed and super busy with work cause friday is the last day of the semester but i’m really glad to be back and i missed everyone • • • • • • • • • • #aesthetic #aesthetics #aesthetictumblr #meme #memes #memesdaily #tumblr #tumblraesthetic #tumblrtextposts #textpost #textposts #aestheticaccount #aesthetictheme #aestheticallypleasing #aestheticshots #aestheticmemes #aestheticmeme #aestheticmemeaccount #grunge #grungefashion #aestheticfashion #brown #brownaesthetic #brownfeed #shadow #shadows

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