BODY BEAUTIFUL ? ? ? .
The Topic of my Bible Study last night ~ 📖YES. I’m wearing a Bikini 👙 in this post And YES. I’m also a Christian. .
If this offends you .... your entitled to your own opinion. .
If you want to know more ..... Read On ;)
This was intended to be a BEFORE -photo for Progress - Pics. .
Health. Fitness. Nutrition. Wellness. And some modeling. These are my Professions.
But my Calling. My Purpose is to Encourage.
Thank you to my friend who called me an “ Encourager “ last night ... ;) ;) BUTTTTTTTTTTT ...
In the Process of this Selfie 🤳 Session - I Started Laughing 😂
If I Turn That Way I’m more Chubby.
If I Turn That Way I look More Fit but Less Feminine ?
That way is too sexy ( someone will think I’m slutty ) 💋
That way my Face isn’t as Nice.
That way my arms are Too Skinny !
That way my my chin almost looks like a Double. .
O. M. Goodness. .
Am I slutty ?
Am I too skinny ?
Not fit enough ?
I mean it’s a “Before” pic but I’m “suppose” to be a professional right ?
Funny enough I finished the session and I forgot about the pics ( this was over a week ago ). Found them.
And guess what ?!
Something must have CHANGED .... not in my Body ... but my HEART ❤️ Because NOW ...
I see Beauty.
I see “ I don’t care what anyone else thinks - the right person will be Encouraged when I use this as a post “
Whatever Stage / Phase / Place your in.
If your overweight. On drugs. Deal drugs. Drank too much last night. A lingerie model. An exotic dancer. A call-girl. A “queen”. Like guys. Girls. Both. If your a guy who has felt Insecure all your life or recently for any reason .... If you are Rich. Poor. Black. White. Young. Old. ❤️
Your Still Loved.
Your Wanted. .
I’m ending this post with this :
1st Samuel 16 : 7 “ For the Lord sees Not as Man sees. Man looks at the Outer Appearance , but the Lord looks at The Heart. “ 💋
~ The Deep Dark Secrets ... of My Move to Ireland ~ .
The Untold to Most ... the Partly told to few ... the Real .. Raw Truth. . (Disclaimer - This information is in no way intended to offend anyone or to recommend the same courses of action to others) .
Just over One Year Ago -
I visited this Beautiful Heartland of mine for the 2nd x in my life. ( first x I was 18 )
Unexpectedly. Barely planned -
I literally dragged myself here to Celebrate my Grandad’s 80th - as I would be giving a great gift to Celebrate this Amazing life of His Here ... in this Special Place we Both Love. ( My Grandma & Grandad brought me here as a Grad Gift when I was 18 )
THIS Last June Trip was during a time of Great Stress. Turmoil. Agony for me. .
What happens Next No One could Ever Expect or Predict. .
My feet touched Irish ☘️ soil. Put me into the Same Trance that it did when I was 18 ...
The Miracles Began.
I saw my Great Uncle in His Mid- 80s
Fall - in - Love ❤️ With a New Sweetheart. After the suffering of a Lost Love .... New Love ❤️ Blossomed Before my Eyes. .
I saw friends we call our Irish ☘️ family from my previous trip .... and the Trance 💫 Grew Stronger. .
There is something Magical about Ireland that just Can’t be Explained - but it is Felt and Known by Many ✨
A Select set of words -phrases were Spoken to Me ( at a certain time during that trip ) by a certain person .... that Lit a Fire 🔥 in Me I Will NEVER Ever Forget. .
“ Liz , Anything is Possible “ “ Anything Can Happen “
This person repeated these to me several times and it seemed So Genuine. So Full of Faith and as If O had Never Heard These Words In My Entire Life !!! WHY ? ? ?
I believe it was The Timing. The Person themselves ..... And ..... but Not Least ...
DIVINE INTERVENTION 🕊
I legitimately ....
Have Never. Ever. Been the same. ( you know how they say you need to hear / see something like 7 x before it Sticks ....... maybe this was IT 🤷♀️ )
THIS Was IT. .
A couple days later I Decided one of the Most Important Decisions of my Life. .
I’m moving to Ireland. And ASAP. .
Then ...... ANOTHER. .
The past FIFTEEN ( 15 ) Year TOXIC 🤢 Relationship I had been in. -Part 2 Below-