I actually remembered to take pictures with some of the wonderful people who came out to my goodbye shindig. this is not an exhaustive list, because I'm terrible at remembering to do this. Haha but thank you to everyone that came out to see me and give me good hugs and best wishes. I love and will miss ya'll. #stl#goodbyes#thegrovestl#nofilter#latergram#friends
finally got to see @megmyersofficial on Friday. her music will always mean so much to me because it gave me what I needed to leave an abusive relationship. I heard 'Sorry' on the radio and it's like someone dumped a bucket of water over my head to wake me from a horrible dream. I immediately found her on Spotify and after hearing 'Monster' it was a done deal. I was never more sure of anything, that I needed to get out and that I COULD. it took me a couple more months but I did it. I did what I never thought I'd be able to. and my life has been amazing ever since. I'm thankful I was able to see her perform live. (and yes of course I cried.) I know none of these words can really do justice to how I'm feeling but I'm trying, and if you haven't heard her music yet you should really go give it a listen. thank you Meg, for everything. ❤️❤️❤️ #nofilter#stl#delmarhall#megmeyers#concert#thankful
this is a very late update on my half sleeve. finished the garlic and peacock feather about three weeks ago. the garlic is for my grandpa, and the peacock feather for my little sister. as always, @jessieisokay is the best! ❤️
this session was tough. sometimes regardless of how deeply you love and care about someone they still reject you, even if you're blood. so many of you know this pain, for various reasons, so I'm not about to pretend this is unique to me but that doesn't make it hurt any less. especially not knowing why the rejection happened in the first place. I perpetually sit waiting and hoping and hurting so fucking much. my soul just hurts. my heart is broken. but I would never turn my back on my family, so I wait. I wait to be reunited with that lost piece of my soul, because I have to have hope that things will get better. and in the mean time I carry her with me, always and forever, with the most steadfast love I've ever given anyone.