If anyone ever has any poems or thoughts or uses for my photography, it would be really cool to collaborate or something. Anything really. The panic is starting again. The memories of being the freaky kid everyone excluded and humiliated.
This is a function of Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder caused by years of extreme bullying that was a pervasive feature of literally every phase of school.
I cannot stop it, the trauma does not care about your perspective, unlike positive feelings it doesn't require validation.
The negative thoughts are branded into my brain, they will never, ever stop.
Every time people fail to open their social circles even the slightest bit, another little bit of me dies inside and I honestly have no clue how much is left.
MDK / @always_kos 🎈✨
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