DIVINE TIMING AND ALIGNMENT is a phrase that I kept hearing over and over again throughout my single life and dating experience.
I have gone through breakdowns, heartbreaks, disappointments, etc. I have seen myself stuck in the rollercoaster ride of unhealthy relationships that involved drama, deceit, disrespect and emotional abuse which took me to the darkest and unhealthy places I didn’t see possible for myself.
Some of my toughest lessons involved not listening to my intuition and trusting in people that were not fully there for me. Committing to men that did not deserve my love, did not appreciate me for who I really am and sucked every drop of my self worth and value. Through the failures I also understood and accepted that I couldn’t expect to receive what they didn’t have for themselves: basic Self Love and Self Value.
Each and every time I experienced a setback, I saw myself back on the drawing board, trying to figure out where I had gone wrong once again. However my faith in God always kept me grounded and I kept trusting and learning to let go of expectations and my analytical ways to “figure things out”. I learned the true meaning of SELF LOVE, ACCEPTANCE, SURRENDER and RESILIENCE as I went along the way.
About 7 months ago for New Year’s Eve, I was in this beautiful resort traveling on my own. I decided to take that trip in order to go within myself, take inventory of my life and reset. Setting new intentions and staying in possibility for 2018.
I received the new year in stillness, prayer and meditation. Practicing what it really means to just sit with YOUR SELF (and God).
I remember sitting on the beach journaling when I saw the most beautiful rainbow. It was so espectacular that I was intrigued to look up the real meaning: ‘God’s covenant and promise to Noah to never flood the earth again’. I felt this was a message from God reminding me to remain in faith and to keep trusting the process of life.
From that moment I made a vow to myself (represented by my first tattoo: ‘FREEDOM’) to stop repeating my old patterns and to honor the woman God created me to be.
Two weeks ago...
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