I never really understood what happened between us
What were we, nor why we drifted away.
All I knew was that one day we were and the next we weren't.
And it has taken me endless sleepless nights with the ghost of his lips over mine to finally realize.
We were the right persons at the wrong time.
He has never known what he wants, and I've never known who I am.
He never felt like he deserved good, and I fiercely believed he deserved the wocrossrld.
We were both tornados, so when we touched each other we destroyed everything around us.
I guess that in the end our problem was that we loved each other but hated ourselves.
And perhaps we'll meet again, when the time is right and the wars raging on our heads are over, and there will be no more chaos, but peace instead, and we will be able to rewrite our story.
And perhaps we won't.
Perhaps our paths will never again and I'll spend the rest of my life craving his touch on my skin.
But no matter how far we are, he will never leave my mind.
It's impossible to forget a love like ours. -Carmen.
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