Today is the day you left us behind. I know you didn’t want to, but you had to let go of all the pain, all the fear and all the sadness. You’re free now and hopefully we all learn what you taught us, before you left. I know that you are ALLLLLWAYS with me and I hear you, I see you, but I wish just for a moment I could hug you one more time. I hold on to that last hug like it is the air I breathe. I know one day I will come home and I will have that hug again. Until then I’ll keep fighting to get better, I will grow and I will make you proud. I love you always and I can’t wait to celebrate what would be your 47th birthday in a few days. Daddycakes you’re missed a lot and your little girl will until she’s home with you once again.