Day 350. Guess my numbers are mixed up. I have had a scattered brain for a little while. So I've been working on lists of things to get done. We all make them. Mine are more or less the same, except without one of those giant goals that takes a lifetime. I mean i never wanted to be president, or a CEO. I've had pretty much the same goal my whole life. To be happy. Pretty simple. It may be even short sighted when compared to my talents and skills set. I have known enough rough tides to want to quit, but ive seen that ocean calm and blue, wind in my sails. I've been known to smile at times when i get to see that, and just a smile is worth it. I may not get to fall in love again. I may never raise a family. I may never.be president. However my body and soles will spend every day walking the same deck for those good seas. Whatever your goal is, be it large or small. Stick to it. Work for it. You'll make it. You'll accomplish it. For a guy like me smiles are.sometimes the hardest thing in the world, but I've had a few. Its not about how spectacular or prestigious the goal is to others. Its about how amazing you are only the journey and your will to work for it. Because its your goal. No one should judge. Much love.