Some time ago during the summer I had the amazing experience to stay at RockNest ranch. Even though I had to stay in a cold cabin, that by night was surrounded by black bears for two nights. I thoroughly enjoyed myself, and not just due to the gorgeous buildings they had there. But from the amazing people God has blessed me with over the summer!
I do miss my friends and family down in Smithers. And just the community in general. I'm just taking it in how fortunate I am with all people I have connected with over the years and how they have blessed me with thier presence. Even though there was hard times with some of those individuals, and some hurts that are taking time to heal. I just want to let everyone I know how important they are to me, and how they are dearly loved, even to the ones I didn't get along with. I'm truly thankful for the life God has given me, and thankful for all the times God has given me the chance to know and briefly meet some of the people in Smithers. No thanks to God and God alone.
I just want to say that I have changed so much, I'm not the person I used to be, and never will be again. I wish that people fro. past would see how much I've changed, so they might change themselves.
My goal is to keep moving foward through all the pain, and just letting myself be free; To let the brokenness be broken. Because some people use their brokenness as their identity, holding to them, letting it fester inside them, instead of letting themselves be free from their pain. Even if the pain is so unimaginably deep, pain that seems impossible to describe. And If you hold on to your brokenness, it ultimately becomes your pride and broken shield.
I don't care what people think of me in being a Christian, and being so open about it. You do you, and let me be me. Look at how much time your wasting by blindly judging someone, without going and getting to no them; finding out who they really are.
Give your crippledness to God. Jesus Christ can literally move mountains, so what makes you think he can't fix the brokenness in your life. Don't hold on, let go, and just be held.
I'm thankful for all people I have met and that God's love knows no bounds.