There are places I've avoided. Both physically and mentally. This is a picture of a place I feared, but now count the days to visit. You see, I stoped believing in many things. Amongst all, myself. I have laid my feelings and thoughts out openly on snapchat, Facebook, Instagram, and ofcourse in person. Some have criticized, but many have supported. My biggest weakness was my mind. I dont care if you think I'm weak. I care if I think I'm weak. Hiding my fear has made me weak. Fear what others would think. Fear of what they would think knowing I felt broken. You conjure up negative words to these feelings. These words become maladaptive thoughts and eventually detrimental ideas; wraths. I choose to lay it all out. Why? Because if you know, and I know you know, then I can confidently pass the mic to life and express "here tell these people something they don't already know about me". I'll take my biggest weakness and share it, put it up on a billboard, thus exposing it and making it stronger, reversing who owns who. I own me. Fear does not own me and I am not hiding. I'll cry over a sorrow and ill sing over a joy. I'll be me for me, not someone for others. I didn't take this picture, but it's me walking into my hell. The hell I own today which looks much brighter and full of good memories of them. My biggest regret is allowing this fear to damage so much and hurt so many important people over the last 10 years. You see, after I returned from this trip in 2009. I wasn't the same. I hurt the most important person in my life. I changed. And, these fears came and gone, but always returned. And when they returned, I wasn't myself. Lately, I feel like me. Perdón por hacerte daño.
(positive thought over the negative thought) #goals#onesteponeshot