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itsdepression2018

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dxprxxsion_

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wiltedsadness

Why does everyone think that my weight indicates how bad my problems with food are? I'm so tired of opening up to my parents, therapists and friends only to get told that it's not that bad. A former therapist of mine even completely ignored the fact that I struggle with food only because my weight is quite normal, rather a bit too high. What also discomposes me is that everyone I've ever talked to seemed to be interested in my selfharm only. Especially trained people should be aware of the fact that selfharm is a coping mechanism or a punishment that has a cause. And that you can't expect someone to get better by only treating a symptom. But what I experienced is that people only care about how bad I hurt myself and now that I've been clean for so long no one will ever take me serious again.

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69.glossy.69

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my.empty.thoughts

empty > > > #depression#depressed#sad#sadness#sadquotes#quote#quotes#depressedquotes#depressionquotes#3amthoughts#empty#emptiness#emptinessinside#thinking#thoughts#depressionthoughts#depressedthoughts

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_deeep_sadness_girl_

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69.glossy.69

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so_broken_inside

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dxprxxsion_

day 9// have you ever taken pictures of your wounds? discuss - yeah, i used to take a picture every time only to keep track of what i was doing, now i kinda do the same thing but i take pictures to put on this page, which helps me keep track too i guess - #depressedgirls #suicide #suicidal #suicidalthoughts #depressionthoughts #depressedthoughts #imfat #starvingmyself #starvingmyselfskinny #eatingdisorder #selfharm #selfharmer #selfharmers #selfharmcutting #selfharming #selfharmingteen #purginganorexia #purgingdisorder #selfharmpage #selfharmingpage #selfharmpages #selfharmingpages #purginganorexia #selfhate #selfhatequotes

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itsdepression2018

Sorry, Elaine. I didn’t realise I had to stay home all the time. Maybe I saw a glimmer of light and had confidence to go out. Or maybe I said no to too many offers to go out and was coming across as rude. Never mind, I’ll not do anything “happy” again so to prove I’m depressed and anxious. #depressionquote #depressionthoughts #depression #depressionrecovery #depressionsucks #depressionuk #depressionmemes #depressionhelp #depressionawareness #anxiety #depressionsupport #depressionandanxiety #depressionthoughts #depressionaccount #depressionsucks #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthuk #mentalhealthstigma #mentalhealthsupport #1in4 #1in4mentalhealth #itsoknottobeok #asktwice #thingsnottosaytoadepressedperson

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69.glossy.69

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dxprxxsion_

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dxprxxsion_

i really want to cut right now. my mom saw a razor blade box on the floor and she asked me about it and she made me give her the blades that were in it. it doesn’t really matter cause i have abot more... it was just really uncomfortable - #depressedgirls #suicide #suicidal #suicidalthoughts #depressionthoughts #depressedthoughts #imfat #starvingmyself #starvingmyselfskinny #eatingdisorder #selfharm #selfharmer #selfharmers #selfharmcutting #selfharming #selfharmingteen #purginganorexia #purgingdisorder #selfharmpage #selfharmingpage #selfharmpages #selfharmingpages #purginganorexia #selfhate #selfhatequotes

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69.glossy.69

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epicant24

Bestfriend's till the end I'm like @naruto. & @jay.disparity. is @sasuke. Only when they fought they made up and their bond got strong unlike when me and my bestfriend @disparity.you.dont.see. not sure when we gonna make up and be friends again... He wont even text back or pickup my calls anymore even though this is nothing new this feels much different than before... #depressionthoughts #wantmyfriendbacknow

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dxprxxsion_

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69.glossy.69

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so_broken_inside

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69.glossy.69

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dxprxxsion_

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dxprxxsion_

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10minutepost

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oh_yeahbitches1

@schooldanks "So sorry for the spam today but I seriously thought about this for a good 5 seconds before I was like ...mmm nah glossy, these aren’t exactly the healthiest thoughts ☁️ ☁️ ☁️ ☁️ ☁️ #niche #meme #memes #nichememe #nichememes #depression #depressed #depressing #depressionmemes #depressionquotes #depressionthoughts #depressionquotes #anxietymemes #anxiety #ed #edmemes #mentalillness #mentalillnessmemes #schoolmemes #exammemes #comedy #funny #humor #lol #dead #glossy #aesthetic #tumblr #aestheticmemes #rant"

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69.glossy.69

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thepsychedeliclens

T r a p p e d . . . . .

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69.glossy.69

(((Tigger warning for mentions of self-harm in caption!!!))) I hardly ever get reported but I’ll probably get reported for this lol. I’m just really fucking struggling rn, I had another dream about That One Person™️ (hadn’t really thought of them in 2 months and this week it’s just been bad again) and I guess that set off my massive fear of abandonment again and the only reason I haven’t hurt myself is because the objects I would usually use are lost lol ☁️ ☁️ ☁️ ☁️ ☁️ #niche #meme #memes #nichememe #nichememes #depression #depressed #depressing #depressionmemes #depressionquotes #depressionthoughts #depressionquotes #anxietymemes #anxiety #ed #edmemes #mentalillness #mentalillnessmemes #notokay #recoverymemes #comedy #funny #humor #lol #dead #glossy #aesthetic #tumblr #aestheticmemes #rant

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69.glossy.69

Diet culture is fucking everywhere also there’s a chance even if I’m trying to recover I feel like my health class (we’re doing nutrition) could put me on the orthorexia path loll ☁️ ☁️ ☁️ ☁️ ☁️ #niche #meme #memes #nichememe #nichememes #depression #depressed #depressing #depressionmemes #depressionquotes #depressionthoughts #depressionquotes #anxietymemes #anxiety #ed #edmemes #mentalillness #mentalillnessmemes #notokay #recoverymemes #comedy #funny #humor #lol #dead #glossy #aesthetic #tumblr #aestheticmemes #rant

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kopftherapiert

#veganbowl ft. #therapieupdate (TW, Thema: Essverhalten) Ich hatte zugebener Maßen keine Lust auf Therapie gehabt, weil ich eigentlich dachte, das es mir in letzter Zeit gut gehen würde, aber entweder in der Therapie wurde mein schauspielerisches Talent aufgedeckt und ich habe mir selbst die ganze Zeit was vor gemacht oder die Therapie hat meine gute Laune wieder vermasselt - wie auch immer, im Endeffekt läuft es auf das selbe hinaus: meine Stimmung ist im Keller. Wir haben über die Mail gesprochen und sie lobte mich, das ich ehrlich zu ihr war obwohl sie weiß wie schwer es mir fällt und sie fragte ob ich ihr dennoch vertrauen würde und falls nicht, wie sie das Vertrauen wieder herstellen kann. Anschließend redeten wir über meine wohnliche Situation und über meinen bevorstehenden Geburtstag. Am Ende sprach sie dann noch mein Essverhalten an. Sie gestand, dass sie sich sorgen um mich mache - das sie sieht wie angespannt ich in den Stunden immer bin und das mich alles mehr mitnimmt, als es sollte. Sie befürchtet, dass sich mein selbstschädigendes verhalten einfach verschiebt. Statt schneiden, hungern. Nun ist sie der Meinung, dass ich eine Ernährungsberatung machen soll. Aber wenn ich ehrlich bin, will ich es nicht. Ich bin nicht krank genug. Ganz im Gegenteil, ich habe wieder zu genommen und will das alles einfach nur wieder kompensieren. Ja, vielleicht ist mein Essverhalten gestört. Aber nein, ich bin deswegen noch lange nicht krank genug und im Recht weitere Hilfe anzunehmen.

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helpme6822

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so_broken_inside

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genderswag

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69.glossy.69

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dxprxxsion_

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69.glossy.69

I’m in the nurses office because I feel like I’m going to throw up but it gives me so much anxiety being here because I’m afraid the nurses think I’m faking and that I’m an inconvenience lol ☁️ ☁️ ☁️ ☁️ ☁️ #niche #meme #memes #nichememe #nichememes #depression #depressed #depressing #depressionmemes #depressionquotes #depressionthoughts #depressionquotes #anxietymemes #anxiety #ed #edmemes #mentalillness #mentalillnessmemes #notokay #recoverymemes #comedy #funny #humor #lol #dead #glossy #aesthetic #tumblr #aestheticmemes #rant

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69.glossy.69

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so_broken_inside

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_deeep_sadness_girl_

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satans_graffiti

Black balloons, over my head... #letitfloat #darkness #blackballoons #depressionthoughts

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dxprxxsion_

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69.glossy.69

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jnico14

Some days I feel like I have two people living in one body. Today is one of those days. By myself I feel down, lonely, and sick. I slept a collective 16 hours out of the last 24 and still feel like I could sleep more. When I'm with others, though, I'm entirely different. I'm animated, laughing, and genuinely enjoy my time. And I don't feel like I'm faking it, or putting on my "I'm okay" mask as I often do. It's painfully confusing. Someone will ask how I'm doing and I dont know how to answer. I feel like I have one foot on a beach in paradise and the other foot in hell. It makes me wonder what of what I am feeling is a true part of me, a side effect of medication, or a mood swing. It's an odd phenomenon, wondering with parts of you and your personality are actually YOU versus what is your illness. But, then again, can parts of a chronic, never ending illness become real parts of YOU? Especially if they are always there? . . . . . . #mentalhealthawareness #bipolar #bipolardisorder #panicdisorder #mentalhealth #anxiety #healthymindhealthybody #depression #depressionthoughts #lifewithmentalillness #foodforthought #survivor #bpd #stopthestigma #speakup #selfharm #suicideprevention #selflove #talkaboutit

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wanderlustpaige

Feeling stressed and extra blessed ❤️🤷🏼‍♀️🤪⠀ .⠀ Depression doesn’t always look like you’d expect it to.... sometimes it looks picture perfect with a big smile and tears of laughter inside an “ideal world”. . Because I know this to be true, I’ve been trying to be more diligent in my attempts to educate myself on anxiety, stress & depression so that when they hit, I have the best tools to conquer them. . These things have had major negative impacts in my life, starting in my childhood; I’ve come so far and I refuse to let them defeat me.⠀ .⠀ I find the more I educate myself, the more I am able to manage theses beasts and continue down a positive path event at the times I’m not feeling my best and almost feel like giving up.⠀ .⠀ It’s still a constant battle and the struggle is truly “real”, BUT it is no longer a war I feel I will defeat me.⠀ . ⠀ I’m able to see the happiness when I feel sadness; though I feel disconnected from it, I can recognize it’s still there. I’m still able to find the light at the end of the tunnel when it feels the tunnel is never-ending. ⠀ .⠀ I talk about these things on here because I WISH someone would have talked to me about these things in my darkest times. I talk about these things because it’s the people that took me in at my dark times and claimed me as family so I would make it through.⠀ .⠀ I care about educating myself and working on myself because it’s crucial for me to be here for these two ☝🏼and I’m passionate about spreading the knowledge I have gained to help me find a better way.⠀ .⠀ I want to be the kind of mom that Nixon deserves. The kind of mom my mom wanted so badly to be but couldn’t because there was no one there to care for her, to hold her hand, to say, “you will get through this”. ⠀ .⠀ I strongly believe there is power in bettering yourself. There is power in standing up for yourself and saying, “this is what I need to be healthy”.⠀ .⠀ Whatever your “struggle” is, remember it is NOT your story. Remember it’s okay not to be okay and that “this too shall pass”. ❤️

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69.glossy.69

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dxprxxsion_

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so_broken_inside

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immmmmdonnee

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vibegather

Only makes sense, right?

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69.glossy.69

I attacked myself with this one (I’m not saying you’re not recovered from an eating disorder if you’re vegan I’m just saying that choosing to stop eating animal products for the first time at the same time you start recovery isn’t ideal) ☁️ ☁️ ☁️ ☁️ ☁️ #niche #meme #memes #nichememe #nichememes #depression #depressed #depressing #depressionmemes #depressionquotes #depressionthoughts #depressionquotes #anxietymemes #anxiety #ed #edmemes #mentalillness #mentalillnessmemes #notokay #recoverymemes #comedy #funny #humor #lol #dead #glossy #aesthetic #tumblr #aestheticmemes #rant

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soriiea

#proudofmypills 💊 Mental health is one of the ever growing issues regarding human health. It is a lot more common than people think. I recall going into the doctors office and my doctor saying "Don't be embarrassed, about 90% of my daily patients are all sufferers from mental health, it is the most common issue I come across on a daily basis". Yes. We talk more about mental health these days and more people are aware of it. The issue is that so many people are embarrassed, ashamed and even disgusted to admit they have mental health problems and also take pills for it. Many of times when staying at a friends house, I would hide my pill tray in the bottom of my bag and take it in the bathroom where I wouldn't get questioned or wait until they were asleep for me to reach into my purse for the box. I always said to myself that I hated relying on it but at the end of the day, this little pill saved me so many times where I couldn't save myself. I am happy to say that I am no longer reliant on my little white skittle, I am living a much happier, healthier, fuller life and I have found the source of my problems, faced them head on and knocked them the fuck out 🥊💪🏻 Not everyone is as lucky and I never thought I'd ever EVER be in a position where I didn't need my little friend anymore. I am BEGGING you. Please don't be ashamed or embarrassed about your happy skittle. You don't need to be. Be proud of your pills and when someone questions you, reply with "This bitch doesn't lie down and roll over for nobody, I'm kicking the shit out of mental health and he's just my sidekick" 🥊 🙅🏻🤙🏼✊🏼 #proudofmypills #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthwarrior #mentalhealthsupport #mentalhealthmatters #depression #depressionawareness #depressionrecovery #mywhiteskittle #happyskittle #depressionthoughts #depressiontablets #beproud #standtall #kicktheshitoutofmentalhealth #fightback #dontbeashamed #ifyougotitflauntit #youknowwhoyouare

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so_broken_inside

Credits to the owner ___________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________#depression #depressed #depressionthoughts #depressionquotes #depressionquote #sad #sadness #sadedits #alone #lonely #broken #brokenheart #fallingapart #tears #tearsfalling #needabreakfromlife #brokendreams #brokendreamsclub #anxiety #anxietyproblems #depressionmemes #depresión #triste #sadedit

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_depression_station

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69.glossy.69

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vibegather

In what direction are you moving?

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dxprxxsion_

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69.glossy.69

I’m invisible but at least I’m not this one girl in one of my classes who the “popular” chicks didn’t know existed until last week even though we’ve had class all year lol ☁️ ☁️ ☁️ ☁️ ☁️ #niche #meme #memes #nichememe #nichememes #depression #depressed #depressing #depressionmemes #depressionquotes #depressionthoughts #depressionquotes #anxietymemes #anxiety #ed #edmemes #mentalillness #mentalillnessmemes #schoolmemes #exammemes #comedy #funny #humor #lol #dead #glossy #aesthetic #tumblr #aestheticmemes #rant

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_depression_station

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69.glossy.69

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so_broken_inside

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itsdepression2018

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so_broken_inside

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wtf_moodz

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dxprxxsion_

day 1// How long have you been self harming? discuss why you started. - about 4 years now... i had a really close friend who self harmed and i always wondered why... and i started trying to understand why by following pages who self harm and shit... i was going through a really bad time and i wondered what it’d be like... so i tried and i just kept going from there... what about you? - #depressed #depression #depressedquotes #depressionquotes #depressedteen #depressedgirl #depressedgirls #suicide #suicidal #suicidalthoughts #depressionthoughts #depressedthoughts #imfat #starvingmyself #starvingmyselfskinny #eatingdisorder #selfharm #selfharmer #selfharmers #selfharmcutting #selfharming #selfharmingteen #purginganorexia #purgingdisorder #selfharmpage #selfharmingpage #selfharmpages #selfharmingpages #purginganorexia #selfhate #selfhatequotes

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69.glossy.69

Can my anxiety uhhhhh h͚̖̜̍̃͐o͎̜̓̇ͫ̉͊ͨ͊p̱̱̬̻̞̩͎̌ͦ̏ o͎̜̓̇ͫ̉͊ͨ͊f̳͉̼͉̙͔͈̂̉f̳͉̼͉̙͔͈̂̉ m̘͈̺̪͓ͩ͂̾ͪ̀̋y͉̝͖̻̯ͮ̒̂ͮ͋ͫͨ d̥̝̮͙͈͂̐̇ͮ̏̔̀̚ͅi̞̟̫̺ͭ̒ͭͣc͔ͣͦ́́͂ͅk̲̱̠̞̖ͧ̔͊̇̽̿̑ͯͅ ☁️ ☁️ ☁️ ☁️ ☁️ #niche #meme #memes #nichememe #nichememes #depression #depressed #depressing #depressionmemes #depressionquotes #depressionthoughts #depressionquotes #anxietymemes #anxiety #ed #edmemes #mentalillness #mentalillnessmemes #notokay #recoverymemes #comedy #funny #humor #lol #dead #glossy #aesthetic #tumblr #aestheticmemes #rant

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so_broken_inside

Artist : @lemonpoppyseedmuffin .............................................................................................___________________________________________________________________________#depression #depressed #depressionthoughts #depressionquotes #depressionquote #sad #sadness #sadedits #alone #lonely #broken #brokenheart #fallingapart #tears #tearsfalling #needabreakfromlife #brokendreams #brokendreamsclub #anxiety #anxietyproblems #depressionmemes #depresión #triste

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