When I was 16 I was at a very lonely time in my life so I made an account on an app called mylol. I met a guy that was 18 and living in Egypt. We began an online relationship very fast and in the beginning everything was wonderful, till slowly but surely everything started going down hill. It all started when I told him about my guy best friend. He got crazy jealous and wouldn't like me hanging out with him even though he was gay, and that only made it worse because he turned out to be homophobic. At first I didn't take it that seriously though because I thought I could change him, I was wrong. Over time he became so jealous to the point where he didn't even trust me with my guy family members and wouldn't let me hang out with any of my friends. He manipulated me into thinking he was the only person I needed and if I ever tried to leave he'd cut himself over me and become suicidal. While we were together he'd also ask me for nudes and at first I was very hesitant but he would say things like don't you trust me don't you love me, if you love me you'd send them. Then he'd say just how beautiful I was and how he'd never hurt me till I finally gave in, and that was my biggest mistake. Now whenever we'd get into an argument instead of threatening to hurt himself he'd threaten me with those pictures and if I didn't want to send him anymore nudes he'd just threaten me with the ones I already sent. I remember taking nudes where I'd be crying and he'd say to stop crying and send him another. I was trapped, but not only because of those pictures but because of how attached I got to him. He had me wrapped around his finger and most of the time I did whatever he said. He'd keep telling me that if I just listened to him and obeyed him things would get better, but they never did. He became so controlling over me where I had a whole list of rules I had to follow. For 2 years I stayed with him which were the worst 2 years of my life and even now it's still not over. He has sent my nudes to my mother and brother. He knows where I live and threatens to come kidnap me and rape me if I don't go with him willingly. He's told my mother how he'd kill her if she tries to stop him.