50 times today I picked the weight up and put the weight down. The amount of weight I have lost...70lbs. It blows my mind that I use to carry that around all the time! I understand now more than ever how hard that is, to carry that weight around. I used to be scared that the weight would all come back, but not anymore. I am different. I let go of demons that was adding to my weight. I'm different not only because I changed my life but mainly because I allowed God to reform me and reshape my mind. He still has work to do, but by His power I will succeed. There is no turning back, no turning back. So that 70lbs today was heavy, but I drove it to the ground and there it was left!