Here's a #Throwback to that time I supported #ArchEnemy in #Russia, #StPetersburg to be exact! .
It's been really hard for me to look back on this tour, considering
1. They were the biggest and best shows I have ever played in my entire life, on some of the biggest stages I've ever been on, performing in front of some genuinely amazing and wonderful people!
2. It was the last tour (in fact after this tour I think I only got to do maybe 2 more shows) before I was let go from the band that was the love of my life....well in fact it WAS my life.
But I can't say it wasn't a blast, even if it does still leave me with a bitter taste in my mouth, one which saw me give up music completely and spiral into a huge mental health crisis! Was a weird full circle thing going from fucking about with "Nemesis" with my best mate when we were 16, to going and playing to THOUSANDS of people in support of the band that gave us that song!
Getting into a crowd this big, 4,000 miles from home and hearing a sea of people that dont speak English, singing along to #LimpBizkit's "Break Stuff" will always be a highlight, as will tripping over a barrier mid set and falling flat on my face 😂 not to mention the literal HUNDREDS of selfies and signatures afterwards people wanted from me! Pretty apt I guess that my final tour would be the one where I felt like a true #Rockstar 😂❤
It's crazy how some of the people I met in this tour became such incredible friends of mine, and, in one case became someone I fell in #love with! 😍
As much as the future now terrifies me without any goals to aim for, here's hoping for the next chapter in my life to be better and more fun than ever ❤
#MetalChick #MetalFrontwoman #Frontwoman #Metal #Metalhead #Concert #Gig #Crowd #Headbang #Metalcore #GrooveMetal #Breakdowns #MyLoveLives4000MilesAway #IMissIt #Hollow #Sad #Empty #MentalHealth #Recovery #WillToPower #WillToPowerTour