I am so grateful to have felt such sadness this past year. Because just like I have felt such sadness I have also been able to feel such a pure beautiful love like no other. I can’t begin to explain how in love I want to be with life right now. How grateful I am to have life. I originally had planned on putting up my apartment on the market in August and leaving all my stuff in a storage in New York. I had planned to just pick up and go alone to India for a few months and find who I was again. I had already been looking into serval different 15 day meditation centers in India where I wanted to reconnect with myself mentally and spiritually. I had planned so many things. But as life goes to show me, I am not in control of everything in my journey. I was looking out to find something inward. I have been searching for peace a far and not truly within me no matter where I am. I have been feeling so many type of ways, and continue to feel many type of ways but I choose to feed joy and love. I choose to allow the circumstances that are happening to happen in a grateful manner. I am grateful for the flowers that continue to bloom after the rainstorm. I am grateful for living in Brooklyn this past year. I am grateful for all the memories I’ve made with such wonderful people. I am grateful for people that passed through my life. I am grateful for the amount of professional progress I’ve made. I am grateful to have loved, lost and learn. I am excited and even more hungry for what life has to offer. California hasn’t been letting me leave and now I’m back. From having the van I tried to leave in break down in Arizona and visiting California almost half of the year- August, September, March, April, May, June and now July - California won’t let me leave it just yet. I don’t know why.
But for now I’m back back in Cali Cali. 🎉🍑🌞 ALSO, to all my NY friends... I’m EXPECTING y’all to visit. 🔥✨😌✨ I’ll see y’all soon 😘💫