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crystallily1

Bit obsessed with this dress 🌸

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A moment of calm 🙌🏻

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crystallily1

Soaking up every second I get in this glorious sunshine! 🌞 (Oh hey awkward selfie shadow 👋🏻)

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crystallily1

Oh all these “on this Day” posts on Facebook are ruining me. My little Koko Koala, a year on and she’s still happiest napping in her slings! 🌸

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crystallily1

My mini 🥤

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Such a productive morning yesterday and then spent the afternoon at the Living Crafts Fair at Hatfield House and woah was my mind blown. There were people making baskets, glass blowers, pottery stations, the most beautiful wood work pieces...I was in craft heaven! Not to mention this super cute vintage tea room tent that just travels around the country all year long 😍 hope you all had a good weekend that’s making this Monday less painful.🎠

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crystallily1

Ickle baby Koko taking some steps on the sand, such a perfect holiday I can’t wait to get back here at some point this year. Miss having salty hair and sandy toes. 🌞 (Ps just look at those chunky thighs 😍)

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crystallily1

These tiny fingers...they will spell her name for the first time, they will colour her first picture, they will share meals with me, they will hold my hand a millions times, they will carry the thousands of kisses I give them and they picked her first flower which she gave to me and smiled. These tiny fingers are the centre of so much curiosity and wonder, and oh how I adore them. 🌸

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crystallily1

Wishing this was my lunch today. Afternoon tea is one of my all time favourite things, this year I must do this more ☕️🍰

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Throwback to being a flower bride. Wish I could have kept that flower crown 🌸

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hannahroseg4

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crystallily1

Sunshine evenings making the UK feel like somewhere tropical 🌵

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attilapalagyi

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crystallily1

Snacking in pub gardens next to a river...this girl is living her best life 🌴

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crystallily1

Lapping up this 27 degree heat 😍🌻

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The rare jungle baby spotted at her nearest watering hole. 🌿

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Wherever life plants you, bloom with grace 🌸

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Kovah’s first time on a boat, she LOVED it! Waving at all the other boats, ducks and people walking along the river. The cutest thing ever 😍💦

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Cooling off in the water feature and chasing bubbles this evening to welcome the bank holiday. These warm summer evenings are so sweet with this one 🌅

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crystallily1

Anyone else just find themselves staring at their baby when they sleep? Wondering what they’re dreaming about, examining their little faces and trying to soak in these very limited baby years? I can’t help myself. 😍

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crystallily1

Just wanted to say a big thankyou to everyone in regards to my last post. The comments and messages have been the sweetest and I’m so grateful to have such a beautiful bunch of people here that love on my family. I’ll keep you guys updated with how it’s all going but I’m feeling positive about it. Totally didn’t help that Kovah didn’t sleep until 10.40pm last night though 🙃 so today is a slow and creative day to keep inspiration flowing. 🌻(yes I’ve been wearing this jumpsuit a lot because, well, comfort)

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crystallily1

So this morning was the start of a new journey for me. For a few months I’ve felt unbalanced in myself. Not my normal, positive, happy, there’s always a silver lining self. I struggle with constant exhaustion even if I’ve had a good nights sleep, I really have to pull motivation out from nowhere and the only thing I get up for everyday is Kovah, my mind tells me if I don’t, I’m a bad mum. Fears of not being good enough, fears of failing her, fears of being broken plague my mind daily. I smile, I laugh, I hold it together but most days underneath it’s a battle with myself. Today was the first step in tackling my postpartum depression and post traumatic stress disorder. It’s not always that you can’t look at your child, I couldn’t love her more and I stare at her so much. This is a struggle with myself, how I feel, how i see myself. I don’t really cry much these days, I hold it in and swallow it up in fear of Kovah picking up bad vibes off me, it’d be my fault. But today it clicked, it’s ok to cry. It’s ok to let it all out and level out your emotions. It’s not a weakness, it’s a strength to talk about your feelings. It’s ok and I will be ok. I know this is a heavy post but I try my hardest to stay real and honest with you guys. This mama journey is tough but it’s ok to struggle, you mamas/ fathers/ caregivers, you’re all rockstars! 🌸

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crystallily1

It’s gunna be a bright, bright, bright, sunshiny May 🌻🎶

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jueletta12

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stephaniepalein

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crystallily1

When it’s raining and windy outside so you take a nap and dream of summer days with your besties. 🌸🐰☀️

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crystallily1

Discovered these gorgeous little candles st the weekend and they smell incredible. The wild bluebell actually smelt like a woodland coated in bluebells, kicking myself for not buying them all! 😍

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crystallily1

We had a lovely Sunday at Kovah’s first fancy dress party for a very special baby boys 1st birthday. A busy weekend however means we are all ready for bed so time for a film and face mask ✌🏻Night night!

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I’m introducing the brand new @bugaboostrollers Fox over on my blog now and talking about my first impressions of it! Check it out on my link in my bio! 🌸

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#throwback because this came up on my time hop and it was the funniest day. We were out in the woods shooting and it was raining and we were in small dresses with lovely hair and make up. We left looking like drowned rats! But these are the shoots that are most fun! 😊💜 PH: @oliviawrphotography

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crystallily1

@mywildbird deliveries are my favourite! 😍🕊

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crystallily1

Days like today make me miss home so so much. The calm of the sea, the fresh air, the inner peace it brings me. The sea will always be home to me. Seriously need some beach time 💙

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crystallily1

Zipping into coffee shops for a quick cuppa has never been easier thanks to the Bugaboo Fox. It may look big but I’ve yet to find a shop we can’t get around easily...and it looks pretty comfy too. A blog post on this new addition will be up this weekend! 🙌🏻

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raevenbones

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crystallily1

Iced coffee, mermaids, baby dates, sunshine...pretty perfect in my opinion. ☀️🧜🏻‍♀️

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crystallily1

Happiest on my hip...or in the sling...or just on me in general. Oh how I love my darling koala. People complain about clingy babies and yes, at times it’s testing when it’s 24/7 but these hugs and clinges give me life. These moments are so fleeting, one day she won’t want to be in the sling, she’ll refuse to be picked up, she’ll think I’m embarrassing for hugging her in public. So everyday I soak in my close, tender moments with her that give my heart so much pure, raw love. #babiesdontkeep 🌺

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crystallily1

Today’s been looooong and it’s not over yet. Kovah’s got a poorly tummy making her very upset and my kidney area is playing up again making my lower back extremely achy and sore. Finally pulled motivation from nowhere and walked to the shops for some pain killers and fresh air but otherwise today’s been really lazy. Not everyday is insta-perfect but I did snap this blossom tree on our walk, I LOVE blossom so this was a sweet little addition to a hard Tuesday. 🌸

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crystallily1

We’ve had such a special few days back in my hometown spending so much time with people hardly get to see. It’s been so lovely seeing Kovah bond with everyone and as you can see she made herself right at home at my parents. Missing everyone already and this grey day isn’t helping 🙈

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yourdoulaemilystockholm

This is me, kneeling on my chair to type my blog post because our table’s too high 😐. Keeping in touch with my client too, could baby arrive today? And, of course, drinking a coffee and running the washing machine ☕️. #blog #blogger #birthblog #birthblogger #doula #doulasupport #doulalife #lifeoncall #tooshortforthetable #fivefootfour #mykidswillbetallerthanmesoon #birth #babies #stockholm

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crystallily1

If I could wear this jumpsuit everyday I would, SO comfy...even at the farm. ☀️

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Some LOVED their new friend today😍

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jueletta12

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Off to the farm today to make the most of this sunshine before it’s over and this ones excited! (Or it maybe that I gave her more Cheerios) 🌸

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4am wake up from little miss, 3 hour drive with 1 hour of screaming and road works; at least we arrived to beautiful sunshine. Feels good to be back in my hometown for a while 😊☀️

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Very beautiful and productive day, shot some pretty content, enjoyed hours of 24 degree sunshine, Kovah napped like a dream and now to pack the car for our trip North tomorrow morning. ☀️🌼☀️

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I cannot believe this was a whole year ago. The first time my baby girl met the most loving and inspiring person I’ve ever had the pleasure of calling a close friend. Such an emotional day and one I’ll treasure forever. (Also just look how ickle Kove is😭)

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crystallily1

Finally got myself some facial cleansers from @lushcosmetics and I’m kicking myself for never using them before. My face feels baby fresh 💁🏼‍♀️

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crystallily1

Went to the most beautiful baby shower today and actually got dressed up for once 🌼

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Today was such a gorgeous taste of actual spring. Can’t wait for more sun because this one had the time of her life in that barrow 😂

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jueletta12

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alecmapa

We’ve traveled the globe and been friends for 10 years! Isn’t he adorable? I love dogs! Also Sean Patrick @splonline is cute too. #tallgay #pocketgay #sixfootfive #fivefootfour #sisters #brothers #friends #allmyfriendsaretall

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crystallily1

Runaround Rascals this morning and I don’t how my baby suddenly looks like a toddler?! I can’t cope when these girls are together, Kovah’s bestie was pushing her around the the sports hall on this little bike. She LOVED it and didn’t stop laughing. I swear babies loving on other babies is the cutest thing in he world! 😍👯‍♀️

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crystallily1

#tbt and a year on and not much has changed. She’s still in our bed, she still sleeps like a mantis but she’s just so much bigger 😭 She used to LOVE her wubbanub turtle but she stopped using it around 7 months and I found it the other day and showed it to her. She just looked at me and smiled and it was so sad that didn’t remember it when it was her little bestie for so long 🙈❤️

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provocativecee00

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kennyrodriguez_krf1

🤣😂 Even Tho I’m Out Of Commision For A Couple Days Don’t Mean I Won’t Have Fun With Ya 🤣😂 The MFKN Struggles Of Being 5’4 And Barely Reaching My FKN Dresser Lmao Bruuuh Wtf SomeOne Get Me A Step Stool Lmao Listen No Matter What Happens In Life Laughter Is The Key To Releasing Stress,Pain,Deperession Etc Nah Mean No Matter How Shitty Your Day Is A Good Laugh Will Make That Go Away And Food Lmao Sucks I Got Eat Like A Damm Baby For A Couple Days Lol Take Care Of Ya Mouths Ya Don’t Wana Have That Stank Butt Breath Or Hurting Teeth Happy Hump Day Ya.. Ya Already Know How Wild Iam Ain’t Changing #shortguyproblems #lookatthis #look #humpday🐫 #laughter #humor #livelaughsmile #shortbutstrong #funvibes #chilling #recovering #justacouplemoredays #goingbananas #athome #fivefootfour #givemeaboost #life #lmao #lol #bruuuuuh #ohio

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crystallily1

A yellow ray of sling-shine flooded into our life today. ☀️Yes she’s 15 months and yes she loves sling life. I don’t force it, sometimes she cries and I pick up a sling and ask if that’s what she wants and she stops crying. They have calmed her since our first one arrived a year ago and I honestly believe it’s her favourite comfort. For those of you who have actually commented on it being “unhealthy” or saying this is the reason she can’t walk yet...go suck a lemon because she’s my baby, she’s my world and I do what I thinks best for her and what makes her happy. If she wants to nap on me in a sling, I will let her. If she wants to snuggle close with us wrapped together, I will let her. If she is calmer and more alert to her surroundings because she’s being held close to her mama, I will do it! And do your research because baby wearing has a HUGE number of amazing benefits for our kiddos. Forever grateful that @mywildbird came into our lives. 💛🌼💛

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crystallily1

Desperately in need of warm, dry weather so I can shoot some blog content. Someone needs to resend that memo to Mother Nature that Spring means more sunshine 💛

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Sunday tea party, apparently I’m only allowed the party ring and all the good ones are hers. This girl knows 🍪

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crystallily1

So, dear sun, if you could just stick around from now on, this peanut butter sandwich loving girl would LOVE it; because lunch on a park bench is where it’s at! ☀️

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jueletta12

Have a blessed and safe weekend. Smooches! 💕 #throwbackfriday #happyfriday #simplyme💋 🌙 #wildflower #petitegirlsrock #fivefootfour #over40andfabulous

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Headed out with my trusted GiGi New York Hayden Writing Satchel and my Louis Vuitton Neverfull GM.💕 #writerslife #writers #giginewyork #louisvuittonneverfullgm #ilovewriting #coffeelover #starbuckscoffee #petitegirlsrock #fivefootfour #over40s

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