Been spending every afternoon with this cute little muffin. It’s been so amazing to have this special time together daily.💗 I used to have soooo much mom guilt😩. I mean, I still have some... I think we all do😬. There’s nothing we want more than to be everything we can possibly be for our kids. But a HUGE weight has been lifted. I’ve learned how to really focus on what I want and to take action to go get it.
Instead of letting the anxiety of how fast kids grow up take over, I took control of that bitch and told her ‘I know, but I’m going to appreciate every moment along the way and do the best I possibly can while I can’. 😭 ugh I just started crying writing that. Momming is so freaking hard. And not because my kids are bad, just because I want to give them my everything. And I remember how many times I let worry interrupt my ability to even be present.
I finally feel like I have control of my actions, I know what my priorities are and what choices to make based on my goals. This goes for my mom goals as well as my fitness goals, my coach goals, and my life goals.
My PD book today taught me that to be most productive, to be in that top percentile, you have to write down your goals as if they’ve already happened. So I will be doing that exercise tomorrow. Because these goals sounds really amazing in my head, and I want to do everything in my power to continue to make them a reality 💕