The universe works in mysterious ways; so why not just surrender and allow? It’s funny, I have always considered myself a free spirit and divergent thinker, but the events of these past several years revealed to me all the beliefs, traumas, and fears that were deeply lodged in my subconscious. I, literally, had to be knocked on my ass to realize how I was breaking my own back with what I believed I had to carry. And for what? And for who? Two questions I was forced to ponder when the Universe forced me to be still and silence myself. Having been born to an emotionally detached mother who didn’t want me, and then spending some good years as an oncology nurse, I was terrified of suffering . . . being in pain . . . feeling trapped . . . being a burden. That said, I never stopped to think how I was already there—unconsciously doing it to myself. Forced to be still, I finally could hear the voice of my soul. My purpose and highest expression becoming clearer and clearer each day.
This Thanksgiving, the Sun enters Sagittarius—the ruler of our beliefs. A Full Moon in Gemini—The ruler of communication—follows, the very next day. Learn to communicate with your SELF, and ask: Where are my beliefs self-limiting and not serving ME? Are my beliefs truly mine . . . or do they belong to someone else? Choose to not get caught up in family drama. Instead, just observe. Instead, ask your higher self where YOU belong. Ask what YOUR heart desires. Then, make a commitment to yourself to journey the waters of self-exploration. Be patient as you unravel life-long and past life unconscious patterns.