i wouldn't belong anywhere,
an everlasting child remained with me
from my childhood on,
we were stuck in my imagination,
roaming in our mutual world.
living twins in one body.
it never tormented him,
nor the way I lived my life.
for we were one,
and we saw the world through the same eye.
further until my physicality matured, my perceptiveness exceeded; his physicality faded and his presence withered.
my ideas and thoughts were unforgivably immense and knocked him senseless.
weakened, he tried to recuperate but he sank into my imagination and melted our worlds with destruction to our creation.
I had lost my soul companion,
for the interest in liking,
I took a toll to be like others
faced the consequences
I rue for his absence.
yet i keep trying to call for his name Taras, but he's not there anymore.
I hope I can find myself to find him aswell and to restore our souls that were meant to be as we are géminis.