For whatever reason the past few days have been hard. Filled with feelings of fear, inadequacy, anxiety, worry, and self doubt. For me it Seems like every time I think I am on the uphill side of things the Devil comes in and tries to knock me down and all those old feelings come rushing in like a flood of emotion.
As I was sitting on my bed Friday night Tabor came in and asked “mommy what’s wrong” I responded with “mommy just feels a little sad”. He climbs up on my bed put his arms around me patted my back and said “it’s alright mommy, I’m right here and I love you”❤️ So incredibly blessed to be the mommy to the sweetest little boy. 🙏🏻 He truly reminds me everyday of what is important and I only wish I could see myself through his eyes. With 2018 coming to an end I find myself reflecting on all that I accomplished and all that I wish I had and looking towards 2019 with hope for being the best version of myself yet and fearlessly going towards our dreams! This sweet caring little boy deserves all my promises to him to come true and I promise to make them happen in 2019! 💙
“I wanna be fearless!
No holding back, no backing down
Because I believe, You're with me now
Bring on the unknown
Lead me and I'll go
Come set me free
God, I want to be