25hours following a5th listening to of #panchoandlefty following a purchase of #falafel from #oldgreekcouple at #farmersmarket and eating it while #sittingonafence listening to "Pancho and Lefty" for third time following a cigarette following terrific conversation with @yogawithsam (I suggest you follow her wise-old soul) following yoga with much #warrior2 #variation and #pigeon &my #intention set toward someone I didn't like and perhaps still don't, but I don't need to. But I saw their hearts. I saw the #human #justlikeme #butnotasgreat #thatsokay
🚯 IT IS different now and I'm certainly not going to wind up drunk in a ditch again, cuz someone's poor sense of aesthetic has been involuntarily imposed upon me. If i keep getting in the ring with 700lb gorrillas ....it doesn't matter if I'm training, smarter or #reframing or #thinkpositive #blowhard #bullshit, a gorrillas natural state is gorrilla...i mean if he wants me to buy him a #pinacoladaattradervics or have a conversation or listen to Pancho and Lefty on my #earbuds or something....yeah buddy!😘
picking up what I believe Sam, as well as @misterclicks were dropping down, was that I also needn't hate on myself or receive shameing for being of an analytical ilk and my process is #myprocess ; ditches, elevators, swamps, airplanes and all... And if I stop the RESISTING of these feelings and #sitwithit we are all better off. If i keep being beaten down in THATring, get the fuck out of there.😔👹🤓
Then ... RECOGNIZE, that to some, my process, my feelings- to them, could also be viewed as a #700 #pound #gorrilla and it is their choice to not #dance.