There are days I hate my body with the passion of a thousand suns. I don’t talk about it often online, I’m pretty private dealing with my emotions thus why I’ve been putting off the mental health video. But I wanted to talk about it today, to address that it’s normal to not be happy with your fleshsuit. I look in the mirror and I always wish for a flatter stomach, a rounder ass, longer hair, clearer skin, straighter teeth, sincerely I’m not where I want to be with my body yet. But that’s why it’s important for me to give my body love now, today, while I’m “ugly” because it won’t matter if I make my outside look the way I want, the ugliness will continue to fester and grow inside, poisoning my mind, my heart, and my life in a way far more destructive than feeling ashamed of my body ever could. Online it’s easy to forget that I’m not this unwavering figure of self confidence 24/7, I share a very limited side of myself for this very reason, to not shatter the “illusion” as it were with the truth that Charlotte is in fact a normal girl, and she hates her body somedays just like everyone else. I hope you take away from this that it’s okay to not be happy with your body, but you should love it, and yourself, with the passion of a thousand suns regardless.
📷: @moonshineandacid ————————————————————————
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