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angelqoutes_

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cece_bo.om

I don't like this but goodnight everyone!! ❤️ ~~ #goodnight #hatemyself #shorthair #tryingtogrowmyhair #ugly #gross #nighttime #nightnight

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my_diary_about_eatingdiscoder

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lostinthovghts

Es tut mir leid wie ich grade aussehe aber mir geht es wirklich nicht gut. Und ich weiß nochmal warum. Hoffentlich kann ich diese Nacht besser schlafen als letzte Nacht #depressed #depressiv #depression #fighter #hope #help #staystrong #inpatient #psychatrie #life #recoveryispossible #recovery #recoverywin #recoveryisworthit #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #borderline #selfharm #cutting #svv #hatemyself #fight #warrior #socialanxiety #anxiety #trauma #ptbs #therapy #therapie #bpd

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hatefulthroughlife

I get better.... sure I'm still sad all these things happend... and I don't feel well ....mostly I feel empty or lonely.... but sometimes I feel good bc I know that everything will change even though I miss the old time.... the last days showed me that he doesn't need me .... and I hope some day he will understand some things he doesn't understand now... so I ask myself why should I still need him? I have some friends who showed me the last days that they will never leave me ... even though my illness becomes that worse... bc I'm not my illness.... I'm more than that... I always was more than that... #broken #sorry #help #promises #letdown #hatemylife #hatemyself #fat #ugly #awful #life #hate #pain #fail #failure #getbetter #loss  #sadness

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sad._disney

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depressed_teen11111

There was never an “happy” me. I was always depressed and I hate that. I hate that I can never look back and be like I wish I can be happy again but no I can’t cuz I hate my whole life. I just wanna die and honestly I don’t know how long I can be here anymore with everyone telling me “it’s okay and it will get better”. I been listening to ppl telling me that shit and I been waiting and waiting for pretty much my whole life now and nothin has gotten better. It’s just getting worse and worse. Almost everyone has given up on me. I have no one to talk to anymore. And when I do talk to ppl they ether don’t listen or don’t care. I just with there was someone. The only thing I can do is cut to handle the pain I’m feeling inside. Everyone tells me not to cut but there is fucking nothin else for me to do. I cut so I can handle to pain I’m feeling inside. Cutting makes me feel like I can “control” something. I done with all this shit. I hate myself and my life. #cuttingmyself #sad #depressed #killmyself #donewitheverything #selfharm #hatelife #hatemyself #whatsthepoint

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jonslife_

I very rarely take selfies because I absolutely despise the way I look and how hugely overweight I am BUT today was the first day of a looooong journey. I've got until March 2020 to loose roughly 6-7 stone in weight. It isn't gonna be easy in the slightest but I need to do it for myself firstly and for other reasons too!! Wish me luck 🤟🏼 Sorry for the terrible photo!! #needtolooseweight #dayoneofmany #herewego #metalhead #guyswithlonghair #zombiecrew #musician #fat #gross #disgusting #putdownthefork #sofat #singleaf #hatemyself #selfloathing #selfhate #ineedtochange #supportme #wishmeluck #longroadahead #etc

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depressing.trash.43

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depressed_human_being__

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depressed_human_being__

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stella_is_lost_

~ ◾ ▪️ ◾ ◾▪️◾ When did I start to hate this body so much? When will I stop to hate this body so much? ◾▪️◾ ▪️ ◾ ▪️ #hatemyself #anorexic #anorexia #eatingdisorder #ed #edfamily #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #hope #hopeless #mentalillness #depression #depressed

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nenn.mixh_.traurig

[18.08.2018] Vorstellen v2 ------------------------ •Ich bin (noch) 14 [ändert sich im September] •Ich hab esstörung •mir geht es nicht gut lel •Ich denke zuviel nach •Ich bin Bisexuell und habe einen Freund ~ •Ich Kämpfe gegen mich selbst •Ich habe selbstverletzendes-verhslten •Ich bin klein [1.60m] ------------------------ ×××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××× Before page: @nenn_mich._traurig ×××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××× #depression #depressiv #borderline #depressed #eatdissorder #scared #hatemyself #selfharm #cry #tagebuch #staystrong

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hello._sadness

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vaporwave.blacksoul

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bezartss

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recover_of_depression

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recover_of_depression

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recover_of_depression

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asuicidaljournal

I'm at the point in life where I don't care about myself anymore, like at all I'm also at the point where I can't even go outside anymore without thinking about jumping off any building I see There's day where I skip school because I can't use the subway because I'd straight up jump in front of the first train There's days where I don't even have the energy to get up, go to the bathroom and brush my teeth I kinda want to talk to my mum about this and maybe actually get some therapy, but I'm scared I'm scared of being happy, that's it I'm straight up scared of being happy again, because I've been sad for so long I don't even know what real happiness feels like anymore - #depression #depressed #sad #sadness #ugly #worthless #uselsss #hatemyself #selfhate #hatemylife #selfharm #cutting #suicidal #suicide #empty

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d_epressed_girl_2

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_knicklichtbitxh_

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suicidal_flower_

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onlyxalone

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bezartss

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angelfrost664

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einmaedchenmitgefuelen

Aber Hey mir geht es *gut* Ignorieren #fighter #cut #like? #abo? #fly #depri #jump #hatemyself #broke #love mylifenot #hateme #smile #down

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elijah.aka.mix_monte

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xatonlina

Kontrolle, kontrolliert werden, ich werde kontrolliert. Von wem? Ja auch von meinen Gedanken, aber die meine ich nicht. Ich meine einen ,,Mensch". Auch an Wochenenden lässt er mich nicht alleine, er versucht mich zu erreichen, schafft es aber nicht, mein Handy will nicht. Und korriegiere, ich habe die Avocado nicht gegessen, ich wollte sie eig essen, hatte dann aber keine Lust mehr. War eben 2 Stunden draußen im Wald und habe über mein Leben nachgedacht... . . . #diary #eat #food #eatingdiscorder #fooddiary #itsme #hate #hatemyself #hatemybody #wannabethin #wannabeskinny #wish #thinthoughts #sad #sadthoughts #illthoughts #illsoul #brokengirl #anorexic #sick #fuckme #anorexia #magersucht #anorexianervosa

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shorty_trippy15

Can I run away 😔 Comment yes or no and I would ran away believe me 😔 . .. . . . #lifeisonlyhate #hatemyself #fucklife

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herz.tote

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x_.suizidal_girl._x

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fakefriennds

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brokengiirl1

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hopeless_moon

[tw,relapse] so yesterday my best friend and i throw away all our blades and it’s like i was clean for al long time but now idk now i got the feeling to get relapse... - - - - - - - - - - - [stay strong🦋] #sad #sadquotes #sadness #sadboys #sadgirls #sadteen #alonequotes #alone #lonely #lonelygirl #loneliness #lonelyquotes #depressione #depressd #suicide #selfharmmmmm #selfhate #ugly #uglygirl #fat #fatgirl #hopeless #cuting #svv #unhappy #fakesmile #hatemyself #loner

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depressed.gang

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elijah.aka.mix_monte

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_fakingsmiles

Worte können sehr weh tun. Und auch noch Tage und manchmal Monate danach noch verletzend sein. Leider passen nicht alle Menschen auf was sie sagen. Oder sie wollen andere verletzen. #selbsthass #selbstmord #ritzen #suizid #spruch #suizidspruch #depressiv #alone #ichwillsterben #suicide #depression #tot #sadness #selbstverletzung #lonely #sad #rasierklinge #broken #pain #schmerzen #schmerz #hatemyself #tod #deprispruch #depri #hass #wanttodie #cry

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999big_wang_gang666

Half of my fuck posts #hatemyself

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becoming.skin.thin

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skyeexia

Don’t know what I’d do without snapchat filters honestly

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was.wenn.es.nicht.ok.ist

Why cant I just once make the right decision. I mean how hard could that be? Why do I always have to hurt people when I want something and I get it? Why I m I so fucking dumb? It hurts so much and it feels like others doesnt see how much I m in pain, when I dont take the chance to be happy. Just so they can be happy. But it doesnt even matters because all I can do is to hurt myself or others. I hate myself so much for this. I just want to be happy too sometimes, but all I get is pain sadness. And the once I want to be ok will never be good when I am. So I will take the way where I suffer. What else should I do? Besides I dont know if it could be different. It never was. . And now I just want to stop existing. I guess the world would be a so much better place without me. If you need someone to blame... you can blame me. I want to hurt myself. Cut my veins and bleed out or something. But I want to stop crying. I feel so weak and I hate it. Just make everything stop. . #depression #anxiety #suicidal #pain #sad #hurt #lonely #letmedie #hatemyself #tears #cry #quiet #alone #suffer #thoughts #dumb #deadinside #hate #love #cut #scars #selfharm #weak

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lonelygurlllx

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bezartss

Thanks @graceyee for editing my photo lol . . ALL SELF PROMO WILL BE DELETED . . T A G S: #drawing #pencil #emotions #paper #scetch #fun #vine #lol #hatemyself #line #lmao #eraser #new #socialanxiety #animation #relax #kawaii #audio #art #artwork #arts #artist #depressed #painting #doodle (˵ ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°˵)

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chynnalim

Today I misplaced my wallet at home. Cashless for whole day. I started to hate myself to be so forgetful. During admission, every Dr said 6 mths will see the improvement, I believed. 6 mths later, I felt like I am falling back to 6 months ago, full of hatredness & tired. I can see my limit is near, my brain is shutting dwn, voices is directing me. My 2nd dose sleeping pills, I am still widely awake 🙄 how to be happy? #limitnearmax #supernoisy #badinsomnia #hatemyself #extremelytired

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lmpsychologie

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lu.uil

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d_epressed_girl_2

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_tony_heinsch_

Montag fängt für mich wieder Schule an 😫 Ich will nicht wieder zu zurück in meinen langweiligen, blöden Alltag und jetzt ist auch noch mein dämlicher Bruder auf meiner Schule 🤦🏻‍♂️ Ich kanns ja wirklich kaum erwarten wieder dort zu sein 😒 ~ Das villeicht einzig gute daran ist es wird langsam Herbst und das heißt es wird wieder Kühler. Ich kann dann endlich wieder in Pullovers/Hoodies rum laufen ohne in der Hitze zu sterben/man mich fragt warum ich so dick angezogen bin wenn's so heiß draußen ist. ~ Wenigstens sind in knapp 2 Monaten wieder Herbstferien 💫🖤 ~ . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ~ #blackandwhite #me #boy #gay #gayteen #pride #lgbtq #loveislove #jawline #fakesmile #fakesmile #fakemask #failure #hopeless #useless #worthless #depressed #depressedboy #depression #nothappy #suicidal #suizid #suicide #hatemyself #hatemylife #hatemybody #hatemysmile #hatemythoughts #💫 #🖤 #mirrorselfie

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the_rabbish

Здесь должен был быть текст или описание фото. Сорян. #nothing #hatemyself #summerlikeautumn #any-more

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becoming.skin.thin

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fakefriennds

I do not want to get pulled into it again....I need to live my best life and it shouldn't matter whether he's happy or not I need to be happy above all else ° ° ° ° #aesthetic #grungeaesthetic #grunge #fishnetaesthetic #fishnets #beautiful #grunge #pretty #gorgeous #tumblr #tumblrgirl #hot #bitch #sad #hatemyself #worthless #kms

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