While talking with a friend this weekend, I had the time to speak aloud the areas in my life that feel "blocked" or the least fullfilled. I don't know why we enter the situations we do when born into this world. Perhaps they don't entirely matter!? What I do think matters is the development of the life we choose with the tools, talents, and skills we already have. Regardless, I have always felt extremely lucky. But lately I've been carrying this "why not me" attitude. As in, why don't "big" opportunities come MY way? And as quickly as I said it, I realized a few things:
1] It's ABSOLUTELY NONE of my business to concern myself with why others have what they have. Wanting what someone else has is only going to fuel an unnecessary desire inevitably leading to a sense of "not enough". Got your eye on someone else's prize? Guess who's race your running?? Guess who's path you just fell off of?!💁🏻 2] That's 🐂💩 !!! In this last month I've had some wonderful surprises!! BIG opportunities for ME! They don't necessarily look like anyone else's successes but for me, they are steps forward. Things are manifesting right before my eyes; things I've said I wanted, coming slowly to fruition. And with that manifesting, clarity. The clarity to see that the things that I truly, wholeheartedly want, that are right for me, will not pass me, will be given to me at the right time, with the appropriate effort and energy behind them. So abandoning the need to achieve quickly and "receive" in the same manner as others, is what feels right for me. I also have to not be afraid to receive these gifts or go after them; I have to refuse to believe that these gifts from the universe "aren't" meant for me. Now that leads to something much deeper.
3] What we think, believe, and speak will drastically affect the outcomes in our lives. I realize this sounds cheesy AF and I certainly have not mastered it. However, simply put, the way in which we choose to speak about things can create an entire energy field around that particular matter... making you either receptive & open or closed off & unavailable. So, choose wisely. What is it you really want? What's your next step? 🙏🏻