When you're ready to have peace, you know where to find it.
Don't blame all of your long-sufferings on other things and other people.
God sent your 'help', but you chose not to recieve it.
It's rare that great tasks and assignments come easy... But God will never put more on you than you can bear.
He (God), will always send the right comfort and help for you.
Why? ... Because most things are not meant for you to go at it alone.
If God is aware of this, you need to be aware of this also.
Accept your help.
Accept your blessing when it arrives.
Don't push away the very thing that has purpose to bring you peace.