If you would have asked me 5 years ago if I seen myself lifting weights, wearing Nike pros, or crop tops! I would have told you HECK NO!
I had the mindset that I needed to look a certain way before I could love myself! I wanted to be 100 #-105 #! I didn’t care about anything else! Then I got to where I didn’t care what I ate! I ate and drank whatever I wanted to. I had gained 40 #! I was so disappointed in myself. I made it even worse because I’m an emotional eater now! I don’t know if that’s because of my eating disorder that I had when I was younger! I still struggle at times with the mental part of it! Especially if I eat bad or if I miss the gym! I’m very hard on myself! Like most people are! I finally got to where I don’t care what others think of me! I love every inch of myself unlike before! There are flaws I still nit pick of course. Everyone does it! That’s ok, because I know what I need to do and I know it takes more than a day to do it! 🙌🏻💁🏼♀️