I wanted to post something yesterday but I couldn’t fine the words to say how I was feeling... so here it is! Well yesterday I celebrate another year of life and I’m SO VERY GRATEFUL and THANKFUL for it. Those who truly know me know that I’m a very private person and I don’t say much when it comes to me. But the last year of life was a struggle for me dealing with my internal thoughts and being to the point of where I hit an all time low, and found myself in a numb and dark space that was later labeled as being severely depressed. I knew I was in some form of depression but not severely..so from that moment on I took charge of ME and my thoughts and well being and I started going to counseling, and that’s where I found out how I was treating myself mentally and emotionally it wasn’t healthy, and I was embarrassed I didn’t say anything to anyone even those close to me and I started doing the work and process to truly be healed and get back to being ME with GOD in front of me and my husband beside me. And I can unashamedly say that IM AN OVERCOMER!!! IM A WINNER!!! and I’m healthy!!! Over the weekend I started to feel an overwhelming sense of JOY and gratitude for life in a way that I’ve never felt before. I know it’s God..... and I’m so thankful that he allowed me to see and have breath in my body to live, and celebrate and be celebrated by my family and friends. I’m SOOO HAPPY and PROUD of myself and where I am in life. So thank you to everyone who sent me a text, call, message, and or post I love y’all so much. To my friends and family who were there on Sunday and helped LJ with my surprise paint n’ trap party (yes.. trap!..lol I’m livin my best life y’all..lol) thank you it was amazing! To my beautiful kids mommy loves you guys you make my heart full with so joy and I love y’all. Now to my husband thank you! for dealing with me during the lows and highs I’ll never forget Sunday it was beautiful!! the food, the ppl, the music (trap, Michael Jackson, and 90s R&B) I cant believe you surprised me... it was amazing I was in shock for like a good hour or so hahahahaha. But no I love you more than you know. Hands down Chapter 31 is going to be a GREAT year!!