Having some feelings on the snapchat this evening. With the wedding fast approaching, I’m often in disbelief that it’s actually happening...this thing that I truly began to believe just wasn’t in the cards for me. I wanted it so badly. So badly that I put up with a lot of pain and bullshit in my 20s and 30s thinking it was the treacherous road to happily ever after. One thing I’ll forever be grateful for is that even with all my insecurities and lack of self worth in the past, there was always some voice deep inside me that said “You deserve better.” Sometimes more faintly than others. I am grateful for that voice...because although sometimes it took years for me to come to terms with it, I’d be in a much worse predicament now if I hadn’t eventually listened to it. I met Luis when I was 35 years old. I’m getting married at 38. I am definitely late to the party, but I am so thankful I waited for the right date. I don’t know what the future holds but I know the beginning of mine with Luis will be filled with nothing but Love and Happiness and that’s the kind of start to the journey of forever that I only ever dreamed of.