I find myself not even knowing how to express my love to this woman. I find myself doing things I've done before but with actual meaning. Without it feeling forced or one sided. She challenges every part of me, and I know I push her to be her best self. I never truly felt whole until her. Even when I feel alone...my spirit never does, and when I have a moment of human doubt I literally feel her and I'm calmed. Before her I didnt even know how it felt to wake up being stared at with such love and admiration. I didn't know how being brought flowers every week felt like NOT because she was sorry but because she wanted to make me smile. Never did I know how it felt going to sleep not questioning who shes texting - or if shes lying when she replies. Never do I fear our arguments or what will transpire. I wake up and she tells me how beautiful I am looking a HOT mess. I never stand naked in fear of her judging my body or feeling unsatisfied by looking at me. There's no superficiality. I just truly never knew how it felt to be loved. Whole heartedly. Until her. Its only been 4 months but it feels like it's been lifetimes - because it has.
I'd do everything all over again if I meant that I ended up here with you. •
@estefannymarmol My beloved, you are enough. You are infinite. You are everything. You complete me. Good and in bad, I'm yours. •