Good morning fellows! 🌞
How is life treating you? I usually post happy things and thing about food but I’m better at releasing my feeling writing that speak, so here I leave you with a different kind of post.
Let me tell you a little bit about mine. This picture was taken around end of April before I sprained my left ankle. Since then, I’ve been feeling unmotivated. Even though this happened 3 months ago that , where I was feeling my best with fitness, I haven’t been able to go back to exercising routines at my 100%. I feel that I don’t have a goal, don’t know where to star and I’m seeking for help. Earlier this month, I lost 2 relatives of mine and my life has been upside down. I came to Brazil earlier to be with my family and I haven’t been able to get back on track. At the beginning of my fitness journey, I wasn’t dependent of a gym, I would workout at home with fitness programs and I was super proud of myself for accomplishing a home workout, which is not easy. Not I can’t workout at home, I feel like a blob and I’m lazy and it’s so unlike me. When I started to get motivated, I went to run at the park, and I thought that my resistance was bad because I hadn’t worked out in 2 weeks but the pollution in São Paulo is nothing but terrible and running on the park here is absurdly hard compared to Milan’s air. So there’s that🤷🏻♀️
Today, I’m feeling home sick of my new home, my morning runs, the beautiful parks, my gym, my fridge, my kitchen, my pink plates, the markets, my eating habits, my bed and that beautiful sky of Milan without pollution and nothing but pure air
I am glad to be home with my family and more at this period, but I’m not feeling myself for the past 2/3 weeks. I really don’t know how to pick myself up but I am trying, I really am. What is important is to know what this feeling are and talk about them, so you have them loud and clear. Its ok to feel down sometimes. There will always be ups and downs. I always say this but is nothing but true, we are only human. We came to this life with a purpose and God and the universe is always planning the best for us