I accidentally captured this pic during editing & saw it when I was going through my roll. Anyhow, it caught my attention and it caused me to further observe it. My first reaction was “who is this woman?”. When I realized it was me, I tore her apart. Everything suddenly became horrendous.
I’m comfortable with who I am as a person, but not the shell. I’ve given much consideration to my thoughts and beliefs, but never the same attention to this vessel in which I live.
Fibromyalgia made me hate it and disconnect from it.
My only personal goal at the moment is to completely connect with it, celebrate it and love it because why the hell would I not?
At the moment, I’ve reconciled a bit with this pic. I took a few steps back and wish to not tear apart, but see areas of improvement & build it up. We’re good. We’re healthy.