One year ago today I struggled to get out of bed which is not normal for me, for a week or so I was beyond tired and Dutch bros kept “Messing up” my drink cause it just didn’t taste right (little did I know it was just my tastebuds😝). I don’t know why on this day I decided to take a pregnancy test but I did, after a few years...yes YEARS of trying, Doctors visitors, having test run, blood-work, taking my temp at 5am, ovulation test, tears, medications and countless negative tests finally there was a faint second pink line on this test. I took that test with me to class to show a friend and my teacher (yeah I know, kind of gross) cause I couldn’t believe my eyes. They laughed and said “congrats, your pregnant!” I could not focus at all that day and rushed home and took another test, again a second faint line, then a few hours later another test, and the line was getting darker, this still wasn’t enough so off to the store I went to get a digital test, well no questions asked this time it was clear as day I was in fact pregnant, a whole 3 weeks pregnant. I started running through how to tell Nathan and this was the most simple and easy way to tell him such wonderful news. I wanted chipotle for dinner but when I called to asked what he wanted Arby’s it was🤮 When he got home and saw the note he teared up and said “I’m so happy it finally worked.” This was not the reaction I was expecting but in all honestly it was exactly how I felt. For so long this was what we wanted and it just didn’t seem like it was meant to be for us. But here we are one year later with the greatest gift we’ve ever been given. Pregnancy was amazing, the birth process was empowering and parenthood is a blessing and through it all I have this wonderful man by my side to experience it all with me. One year ago today my whole World changed for the better.