It happened... what I swore would never happen happened. Carson rolled off of the couch today.... and here’s the thing, I was sitting on the couch with him changing his diaper. I finished and then bent down to put the wipes away (while still sitting next to him) and he rolled right off.... I didn’t walk away while he was just lounging on the couch, I didn’t neglect him and put him in an unsafe situation I mean for God’s sake I was literally sitting next to him on the couch. Smack, onto the ground he goes. The look of deceit and fear in his eyes, ugh my heart was the most sad I think it’s ever been. He sobbed, I sobbed. I immediately called his doctor, we went and got him checked out and it’s all good in the hood. But it’s shit like this that really reminds me that parenting sometimes is just super hard, and no matter how awesome of a parent you want to be you can’t prevent all accidents from happening. You just can’t judge parents man, we are all just trying to survive and help the kids stay alive. Lol I didn’t even want to post this but I felt like “hey why not stuff happens to everyone!” So please tell me your stories where you just felt like such a bad parent, a failure, let’s all give each other a little support here. Ugh.