You are beautiful, so he's going to point out all of your little imperfections. You can still light up a room, so he wants to keep you at home. Your smile is amazing, that's why he wiped it off your face. Your personality is contagious, so he wanted that too. You are smarter than him, so it's important that he make you feel stupid. Any man would be lucky to have you, so he needs you to believe that nobody wants you. He chose you, because you are an amazing woman. Even though you are amazing and have so much to offer, he doesn't love you.He isn't even capable of loving himself.That's why he has to degrade you, abuse you, and purposely hurt you. I knew there was something wrong when you watched me cry with joy in your eyes, over something you had done. No apologies or remorse, you just carefully twisted it around to be my fault. That's when I knew I was dealing with a monster, not a person.
There's a feeling of deep shame when you chose someone so repulsive that it took you so long long to see the truth.Beneath all of the fake charm, the mask,the lies, there's nothing but a toxic, horrible void of nothingness&, darkness, soulless, heartless, a void that can never be filled. Love doesn't hurt. Humans don't intentionally destroy and hurt others. Monsters do. They desecrate everything that's sacred and beautiful and leave a trail of destruction everywhere they go. Healing from traumatic emotional abuse takes a LONG time. Finished in comments. #abuse#narcissist #coward#emotionalabuse#monster#survivor#strengh#youareenough#NoExcuses#knowyourworth#tellyourstory#truth#bellbottoms#ethicalfashion#empoweringwomen#inspire#abuseawarwness