Its absolutely insane to me that this year i actually began to accept the body ive been living in for the last 24 years. If someone told me three years ago, three years from now id be the happiest with my body i probably wouldve lahghed and continued to destroy my body while skipping meals, limting calories, running on treadmills for an hour straight to get a thinner image. But i actually began loving the hell out of myself. After years of battling and going in circles of the "i need to be small" mindset. I would've never have posted this photo three years ago, I would've body shamed the hell out of it i would instantly have made myself sick to the core.
But now im happier than a clam in a shell, jusy improving, seeing what else i can do, seeing what this amazing body can do, because i am damn well proud, that i hit rock bottom an threw that shitty mindset in the trash where it belongs and where itll stay forever. I eat meals, i eat snacks, i enjoy food, and enjoy life so much more. and if you got snacks, ill eat yours too. 😊