This week was probably the best break of my life. I finished up my 21st year and felt so much thankfulness to all that has happened. It was a wild one, at times I truly felt like the world was falling all around me but something weird happened in the middle of all that, I felt God in a way I never have. When he strips it all away and there’s no where else to turn I think that’s just where he wants you. From there I found happiness in him not in my circumstances and then all of the sudden all these amazing things happened. I got to take a trip that was a crazy wild scary at times adventure, that changed my life, I re connected with my family and got to travel with my dad. God lead me and Natalie back together and blessed our relationship like I never thought possible. He let me for the first time ever experience love, and I think that’s Because I finally felt it from him. I saw people love me relentlessly through the hardest time in my life which gave me hope that I could get better. I finally was able to look in the mirror and not hate who was staring back at me. And as the sun set on the final day of my year I got to ask the love of my life and the most amazing person I’ve ever met to spend forever with me. Life is a wild ride man but I wouldn’t trade it for the world. I can’t wait for this year, for this new life me and nat are setting out on, and I am so thankful for what the lord has done in my life. I know it’s not always gonna be easy but this year has shown me God definitely has my back in a big way, and for the first time ever I’m just not scared at what’s to come. I’m at peace. And that feels pretty nice.