Umm, hi. What's up? Oh great, how's it been all this while? I see, that's really nice stuff you're doing. I am awesome dude, look at me.
Oh my god, it's been ages since I saw that beautiful face of yours. I don't know what you're up to but I miss you like crazy. I wish I could convert my longing for you into something productive, even 10% would be more than sufficient. If you really know me you can easily see through my act of being happy.
It's been 2 years 8 days since you left and nothing much has changed since that one day to now, that one day when I lost you. Looks like I'm the only one missing you but hey maybe your texts cover up the truth. When we spoke one year ago, when I saw your lame excuse of a text to talk to me, it felt weird. I was not over the moon, I was not happy. It scared me that I'd fall for you all over again, I didn't want that to happen. When my bestie told me you were dropping subtle hints and testing the waters by teasing me, I didn't know how to react. I didn't want you to get attached to me because I knew of the consequences. I pretended I understood nothing, pretended as if I was happy without you and at a level I felt maybe I was moving on. That's when you sent me that song recording and I cried after listening to your voice. Which idiot sends a song that speaks to missing your partner when all I've been doing is to distance you? I'm sure you know I don't cry for songs or soaps or movies but you literally made me sit and cry for hours. Why can't you get it that this is over? I can't do it anymore and I do not have the guts to directly tell you. Please stay as a good friend or go away, far from me. I talk a lot but when it comes to this I'm at a loss as to what to speak. I'm at a loss of ideas as to how to get it through your thick skull. Please don't make it tougher for me, just please.