I left him suddenly the first week of highschool. My heart would ache terribly each day that we were apart. Even if he never really showed love or compassion in the same way that I did, I knew that we have always truly had something special. We were always there for eachother, until now... I Let Zhan Zheng Xi down. The last time that I disappeared, he said that if I left again, he would never forgive me. I think about those words every day.
I finally managed to come back. I am scared though...becsuse I don't know what kind of emotions of his will surface. Will he hate me? Will he be happy? Did he find someone new?
I didn't tell anyone that I have returned yet. I hiked to this place right away, because it is one of my happiest memories. I need to gather my thoughts. No matter what has happened in the past, or what will happen in the future, I have this beautiful moment now.
I will try to find him tomorrow.
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