~Jesus Christ I love you, yes I do~
I had another nightmare last night, I had one last week where my childhood best friend and my ex-girlfriend started dating and neither of them wanted to see me anymore, I kept searching and searching for them, calling their names, but I couldn’t find them, and I knew I never would. Last night I had another nightmare last night, it had all the typical stuff, creepy looking figures, run ins with serial killers, but the thing that really got me was the end. It was my ex-girlfriend, the one who got raped. She told me she was going home. She told me when she walked home she was going to be attacked. There were these bears you see, they would live amongst the people, people knew about them, knew they could strike at any minute, but didn’t seem to take it seriously enough to protect themselves, not properly. I guess they were a metaphor. She told me when she was walking him she would be attacked by one of these bears, and it would kill her. She told me it would happen because I wouldn’t be there to protect her. Again. I would be somewhere else. Again. She pushed me, and I woke up. I woke up confused, I wasn’t quite sure where I was. I was kinda pushed into the corner of the bed, against the wall. I was in my bed. The same place I was when she got raped. I started looking around for her. I don’t know why I thought she’d be there I just remember being so scared of losing her. It all seemed too real. I wanted to go back, to stay with her, but I couldn’t. It was just a dream. I’m so afraid.
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