So last night
I opened the hidden
folder on my mobile
And your pictures flashed up
Like a car zooming through a lonely night.
I zoomed your picture and looked in to your eyes
Talking to you like it's been many centuries without you.
I needed your caress , your hug , your love but all I was left with , was the phone and the memories
I hugged the phone and let the stream free flow .
I don't know how I fell in love with you like this to feel your presence through your letters and ring which you left ages ago. The hole has been left unfilled till now because I haven't found you again yet .
You were the person who could understand me from my words, my silence, and my weirdness.
I miss the time when I used to fall asleep on your shoulder and you used to fall asleep on my lap when the world pushed me away ,
I miss the time when you would sit beside me and we would sing the love odes.
I'm still there waiting in the same place where
we met alone for the first time wearing the same black t-shirt
hoping for the miracle to happen again. .
If you feel the same thuds in your heart as you had earlier when I missed you ,then come someday look at my scars and into my eyes and feel how devastatingly I have survived the moments of tough time without you. .
If miracle happens, you would come some day again if not then I will wait for it to happen till the moment I can hold myself on🙂.