"Its vulnerable to ask for support."
Said @sacredinneralchemy *Do you wanna know?
Read bellow.* ✍Avoiding the feeling of being seen as weak,thereafter abused....
Of course there are roots to this obvious inner struggle....and it has taken me years to acknowledge.
Yes, pain & abuse are the underlying cause , for faith & trust I had lost.....
Nevermind ....Past is past for a reason ....door is shut. Tightly.
Yet, I have not forgotten.
I just learned to carry the wisdom I've aquired..
And nevermind if another saw true my grief, for my inner torture was greater than anyone else's opinion.
I was my own mighty judge.... I've cried a river wile looking within.....
Forgiveness warmed my soul and set my spirit free. Forgiving my self for not being good to ME.
For continuously depriving my self of what I craved most & forgiving everyone who has hurt me.
Dear Angelica @secredinneralchemy
Thank you so very much for sharing your inner most passionate surges.🙏👇
I just poured my soul out....., like magic....
Thank you sencerely.🙏
Vulnerable....😎,as I have felt within throuthout my life and how no one has ever perceived me.
It is possible to wear a mask, to hide behind your pain and fears , yet only few would have noticed...
The ones who truly love you....
I feel joyful and liberated.
I feel blessed and grateful. 🙌
Allowing my self to feel this vulnerable is scary, yet purifying for the soul.
I no longer fight the tears,
I let them.... they are part of who I am.
Celebrating Me @ #silv_at_walkbesideme
Celebrating You @sacredinneralchemy
Celebrating all of us.
Together we are the force.
Thank you, sencerely!🙏
For this was what I needed most. SD
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