Went to the #lake to sit and do some #writing . Wrote about things I #can #do and stuff I am #good at. Sat and fed the #seagull who was really digging my leftover #mexicanfood from lunch today. Watched #families enjoy the #peace and #happiness that water tends to bring people. A woman played with her baby; two young men set up a spot to #fish ; a family came and walked along the #shore .
Its nice to observe the #joy of #life and just take things in while #reflecting .
Today, after a good talk with @goatynick he spoke into me that its okay to not be okay, and that its more than a #bumpersticker . That in this world, anything that gets fixed or is a blessing is just kind of the cherry on the icing of the cake, because this world isn't what we were designed for; as #tomwaits says, and as nick said, this world isn't our home we are just passing through.
I have a strange sense of #peace in my #spirit not just my #heart . And maybe thats weird in itself bc its been so long since I have felt that peace.
My past is my past. It will have always been my past. My future doesn't exist yet. Its there, but really it's only gonna be there if #God lets me be there.
Right now is all I have. Its all anyone really has.
Im listening to the #radio right now. #eltonjohn came on and #tinydancer is playing.
Right now. In this moment. I am #happy . I am #thankful . I am #grateful that God made me exactly the way I am. Because however he made this #masterpiece , everything I am can somehow be used for #Hisglory .... And that is fine by me :-) #love you all :-)