Yooooo, ive wanted to get this off my chest for a bit but like, I'm doing better in self harm, in the sense like, I'm recovering. I've been about 3 days clean now, however my skin has gotten very tough from the scars in a way, (idk it's weird) so, my self harm attempts have come in the form as a few long nicks. They generally heal fast and leave behind so scar. My legs are honestly looking a lot better without the scabs, the puffy red areas, and the dried blood, it's more cleaner now, so that honestly makes me really happy. I've been trying to recover for a long time now and especially at this time, since summer started. It has been especially hard on my mental health, for many reasons I won't go into but I actually find myself missing school a bit, it gave me a distraction from myself. But anyways, to see my legs look so clean has really made me happy, I know I'll relapse in the future but I'll do my best to make sure it's a far time from now.
Thanks for reading if anyone did, lol. Have a great day lovelies.
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