It’s not easy to do right now, but I think that’s when you need to the most... SMILE 😊 I can still smile through the pain and it helps.
When I focus on other people doing the same treatments and doing so much better than me... it’s really hard and I think I should push myself or do more and when I do, it makes me worse. Somehow I have to be okay with it and know it serves a purpose. I can see light at the end of the tunnel and maybe that makes it harder bc I just want to be there already👟🦋 ✨I’ve learned to constantly lay down any false control I think I have and surrender it into God’s faithful hands even though that’s hard... it gives me peace ✨I try to give others hope and help where I can bc that gives this awful journey purpose for good ✨I surround myself w people that speak life, friends that give life, and watch and listen to christian speakers I like and movies w a good message... when you’re waiting I think it’s important to have a lot of light and life pouring in to drown out the darker noise. It’s there believe me so I’m intentional. I’ve even been doing the “Breaking Free” beth Moore study through all of this. It really helps✨
✨And I still choose to SMILE✨
No matter what we go through... just know it’s a choice how we respond even if that means we have to break down sometimes.. just as long as we get back up✨I find letting go and surrendering is the Best way to do that✨👟 #smile #speaklife #shinebright #noteasybutworthit